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"I'm sorry..."he says gently.
"I'm not Edward. I'm Neil. " I stare at him before he curl my hair be hind my ear. "Oh-so do I ." I let out of him as a child did sth wrong and look at the other place. "Yeah...um just wanna say sorry for what I did during your sleep." He seems so shy , really ,he blushes. His eyes are taking out the air of my lungs. I feel really cold around him, they are just like the same, but personality not.

"Sorry?" He takes back my mind when he cuts of my thought. "What?" I shock. "Drink with me?" "Nooooooo." I reply him within one second. "Hey, I mean Starbucks." He grins at me and squeezes his nose.

I'm just like a crown, an idiot. I swear I'll never drink WINE , I don't really like sleeping with stranger. No matter is he hot. "I mean sure. Of course." I sigh and feel extremely embarrassed for what I've just said. FOOL.
"So, is Edward important for you?" He asks suddenly in our walk, "He was, now kinda I would say." "If not then why would you hug me when you saw me as him." He looks at me. "I told you HE IS NOT IMPORTANT FOR ME." I say in a annoying voice and walk faster. "Yeah He IS IMPORTANT FOR YOU." "No! Can you stop!" I yell at him and tighten my fists.
I wish I could beat him but I know what will happen if I did, I wouldn't go for a damn drink in case I know he will ask me like a paparazzi . He doesn't say anything after I yelled at him.
"Enough, guess what I missed him since the day I was dumped." I look into his eyes ,the diamond-blue, that's unbelievable that boy having such kind of eyes.

"He doesn't deserve it." He looks at me in surprise and says unclearly. I choose to ignore him for what he just kept asking. When we both enter Starbucks , he orders a cup of Caramel Macchiato, and White Chocolate Mocha as mine. " I'll take the bill." He says and takes out the wallet, " Why chocolate mocha." I ask him and wait for the offers. "Sweets like you." He jokes and squeezes his nose. "I can tell, it's just below the drink you ordered, it's just convenience. Like taking girls."

" Nah-I am not E..." "What?" I want He to continue but I look at him like I don't. "You don't know him." I say it calmly before picking the mocha. "I do, you told me." "When." "When you got drunk in the bar." "Bullshit, I... I wasn't drunk." I lie cause I'm afraid of what will he say later, "Neil, let's move on ." "You are the one who needs to move on Rosa." I look at him and I'm speechless, he's right, I'm the one who needs to move on, so does he. I take a sip and look at him, " I'm a fool, I'm an idiot, I didn't notice that he's a totally jerk, I wish I wouldn't meet him and didn't fall in love with him." I and feel sth sticks into my throat , I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna me emotional.

"Lady, move on , he doesn't deserve." He pulls me closer to him and takes a sharp breath before leading me to the seat. Same smell of his perfume, I can't stop thinking Edward around him, the just like the same. He looks at me pulls me lean to his shoulder, I want to resist but I can't help, I'm tired of everything.
He grabs my hand and plants a kiss on it, " your hand is cold." When I take back my hand, he rubs my hand to make it warm, " Thanks..." I take back my hand and grab on my mocha. I know all every single drop of blood is running over my face, it is really embarrassing...