Am I Ever Happy?

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I have faith in God,
I got my dad and my mom.
There is love around me,
Comfort and luxury .
But my mind's broke,
And my hearts heavy ,
I've got a smile plastered,
And my instincts messed.
I never lie ,
And the truth hurts,
But I've never thought,
Was I ever happy?
All my blessings,
I don't care.
All these smile,
They all fade.
They don't leave me,
If they love me,
But it still stings,
In my head.
As I rarely speak,
About myself,
Scared that I'll blurt out the truth,
Everytime I do.
I care about being careless,
But I doubt if I'm ever happy.

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