My Becoming Of Someone I'm Not

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I feel like I've lost everything ,
All the things that I've been yearning for years and years,
By loving and embracing my solitude,
Is now broken from the Base.

All the loss has been my
Happiness, inner peace,
Perspective of my strength and fears.
I didn't know I would change my
World for you,
But now everything is in vain.

All that I've become is weak and I cry,
For stupid little things and when people lie.
Everything hurts, I'm in pain,
I hate myself for being this way.
So weak at heart and it's tiring.
I was a girl of dreams, and now you've become my nightmare.

It's hard to build myself up again,
Even if I've once endured the same pain.
It's silly that I never learn,
To not love someone so much and to care.
I have begun to build myself again,
This time I don't know what awaits,
All the people and those in vain,
Can't afford me to feel their pain.

Take your love,
Please don't care,
I wanna be myself again.
To feel and to breathe again.
To feel beautiful and to fight again.
To awaken the strength that is asleep.
To stop the raging war inside of me.

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