if you are following your heart then you've got a brain if you have a brain then to go to try to judge you flip them off and say fuck you because they... they are not worth sobbing over on the bathroom floor at three in the morning. they are not worth your time, there is absolutely no point in thinking for even one freaking second that they are right. they are not.
those who judge you.
no.
those who
strive at judging you, those who strive to blemish you are like the fucking vile milk in the refrigerator.
Don't ever give into their judgement. even if you give in, even if you do... don't let them think you are withered.
wither (verb) used without object;
1. to shrivel; fade; decay
Decay? you cannot tell your mom that you are fading into the depth of your own intestine. she will only say "your fine". you would want to ask "how do you know?" your mouth opens wide but nothing comes out. your mother stares past your tired eyes. past your dull murky brain... nothing comes out of your mouth. The only thing that comes out of your mouth these days are the forced meals that always seem to crawl back up your esophagus.
you are not normal they say. what do you mean i am not normal? i am human just like you. i sleep in a bed under a roof, just like you. i dream just like you and i keep secrets, just like you. the only difference between you and I is how i don't go around telling people that they are not normal. This is what makes you unusual, strange, and insane. It's not typical of a normal person to tell someone that they are not normal. YES i am not a straight A student. YES i am not happy 24/7. YES i am not perfect, but at least i don't go around judging people and making them cry. in the shower. on the bathroom floor. at three in the morning.
because i know, i know that it is not worth it.
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Down the Road
Random"they" represents the voice in my head that not only do i have, but so do many others. not just girls. but boys too.
