dane's POV
"hey .. come 'ere , i hope you like horror movies babe" i said calling her over to me ,
suprisingly she listened and sit next to me as i put in the dvd to the player, oh , we're watching evil dead . that's one of the scariest shit i've ever watched. i put my arm around her as soon as the movie starts . she stiffened at my move ,
and i pull her closer to me again . she's like my own doll when she's scared , and she didn't even move one bit ,
i feel my body relaxed beside her , but she's still tensed . i soothe her shoulder helping her to relax but she stopped my fingers
"stop ,please" she said calmly
"just relax , you're gonna feel stiff if you sit like that the whole movie"
and she relaxed and we watched the whole movie together , more suprising to me when she didn't even jump on the scary scene or jumpscares . and when the movie is almost finish , i find that her eyes are closed . she's asleep on my shoulder . i kissed her hair and turned off the tv , i like this part of me , the loving one . just sometimes i can't control my anger .
i carried her up to my room and put the cover up to her small body and let her fall deeper to her slumber .
i walk down to my study , filling some forms for my bank works . this is my mother's house in worcester , i used to go here every summer . i love this place , a lot of trees , huge backyards to play into , there used to be a lot of butlers and maids around here . but my mom fired them as soon as the abusing starts . she didn't like anybody watching her getting abuse . i lit one cigarette and walk around my study , studying my mom's book case , and i looked closer and found my mother's journal .
it fills with my pictures and dads too . from the day she got married , the day she gave birth to me , until three days before she died by
my father . i cried reading the whole journal . i hid the book and jogged upstairs to my room where alex sleeps and change to more comfortable pants , i pulled alex's waist closer to mine and wrap my arm around it , so no gap is left between us , until my nostrills are filled with her scent ,this is what i need , i thought , this is my cure . then i let sleep took over me
alex POV
i awoke at 7.a.m this morning , still i hope this was all a dream , that i can still go downstairs and find my mom making me breakfast . i wriggle on the bed , but i can hardly move , and i just found out that dane is holding my waist , he sleeps like a baby . but very different when he awakes . when he awake i looked at him as if he's a monster .
i slowly took his hands off my waist , but it made him pulled me tighter to his body . i try it again afraid of waking him up , but suddenly his eyes fluttered open
"stop moving" he said in his morning voice
"i need to take a shower dane , it's 7" i said not wanting him to get angry
"it's still 7 .. one more hour alex , just go back to sleep" he said grumpily
i just nodded . but i can't go to sleep though , i just stay awake and when precisely on 7.30 he finally let my body go .
i sit on the bed , wondering why did i sleep with him last night . and i tip toed to the bathroom before he awakes .
after i shower i just realized i left myclothes outside on the bed , god damn it . does it really have to happen ? i grabbed my towels a wrap it around me and i opened the bathroom door slowly revealing him sitting on his bed scratching his hair
"i told you to shower at 8 alex"he said grumpily
"i'm sorry .. but maybe you can turn around first so i can take my clothes from the bed " i said quietly nervous
"why should i? this is my house . and i really enjoy the view from here" he smirks and his eye examine my whole body from my head to toes
"please?" i said
"still no babe" he said as his grins turned wider
i huffed and quickly walked to the bed grab my clothes and walk back to the bathroom
and i hear him chuckled to my action .
"you got a beautiful body there alex" he screams from outside my door
and of course i didn't answer his perverted comments
all i can hear from the bathroom is his perverted laugh . and i'm disgusted by it
