No.27-- what i want

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She knows me since my birth
She's the one to care for me
The one to love me
And him
Besides him.

I know that they love me
I know they care for me
For us they do care and love
I know. He knows. We know.

But I can't decipher
What I want to become
In my fucking future
I don't know
I don't know
My dear future
Tell me or show me the way
What should I be

A doctor?
In those smelly hospital
A mediciner?
That works in pharmacy
Reputed worker?
Can't work like slave

What the hell is my future
What am I missing out.
Please make it easier, show me a path I can walk on.
No need for long cars or limos
Just a guidance and support
Just understand
I don't know what I want to be
I am so clueless, I know she doesn't trust me
I know she cares for me but just doesn't trust me.....I wonder why.

I don't trust myself too.
That's funny cause I tell everyone else to trust themselves
I don't know why but
My head is feeling so hot
Just hit me up with love
And a little bit of support
That's all I want
That's all I wish
That's all I need I guess
To know what I want
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Hey
*Awkward wave*
How are you all?

DISSCLAIMER: The above poetry probably didn't rhymed but I just went with the flow I had. It's fresh, it's new and it's true.

Just a few feelings I am having right now which I know I will regret it next day that I actually wrote this but ehhh.....I am the Queen of procastination. So I guess yeah....

Have fun!
Enjoy...I guess

MissNutMe

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