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No.13-i wanna

I hope the no. 13 is a good luck!♥
I have physics tomorrow and I don't know how I wasted my whole day just like that.
You know I had a watermelon cake😂
Along with cucumbers and carrots but at the end I ended up eating more calories Soo..
Anyways​:

Dedicated to all those who are still reading and some that are voting
Thank you!
It means a lot.♥

Also thank you MaryEllenCampbell
For hehe seeing those mistakes on the poems.♥

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No.13

I wanna ask you something
Why did you do it
Why did you leave me
Why did you not trust me

I wanna say something
How did she fit
Why did you choose she
How could you not love me

We were friends first
All these emotional bursts
All the support
All the love
All those envy and the hate
I chose my fate
I see me myself with you
Why did you fly
Away ..from me

Was it because
I was fat and ugly
For you I was nothing
Then why did you
Told me to be yours
When all you did was break it
And shatter my heart as if it's glass
But it's not

I am beautiful
I might not be thin
But I have some muscles
To get way with
I am fat
Yes​ I agree and i am proud
I am healthy cause my heart still beating
But this time it's for me
Not for you not for him
I will try to change
But but for me not you

Don't try to come back
Cause I closed the door
You choose her
God bless you both
But leave me alone
Go away for a long time
Don't ring the bell or the wind chime

With love
Unedited
MissNutme ♥

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So did you love it or did you heart it?
I hope I have not already posted this otherwise it will be awkward hehe.

I love the song . I heard recently
Oh do fill the stars I plea...
I mean I searched trust and this song came
I don't know what to write, it's a shame..
Hehe I shall stop writing for now
If you were here you would see me bow!😏

And don't judge me!
I was bored so I posted.
I promise I swear this one is the last till the next update after 2 weeks or probably who knows less than that?! :-D