Chapter 8
“HIS POV”
Mathew’s POV
Nandito ako ngayon nakaupo sa gilid ng kama sa kwarto namin ni Sakura, habang pinagmamasdan siyang matulog.
Masakit para saking Makita siyang nahihirapan at alam kong hanggang pagtulog ay hindi siya tinitigilan ng nakaraan.
Patunay na ang mga luhang naglalandas ka kanyang mga mata kahit tulog.
Kelan kaya niya malalaban at malilimutan ang nakaraan.
Hanggang ngayon di parin nagbabago kung ano ako sa buhay ni Sakura.
Isang taong sandalan niya at tagapunas ng mga luha niya.
Kelan kaya niya ako mamahalin? Don’t get me wrong mahal na mahal ko si Sakura okay lang kahit hindi niya ako mahalin tulad ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya.
Pero alam ko naman imporante ako sa kanya at sa oras na umiwas o mawala ako alam kong maaaring di na niya kayanin kaya di ko magawang iwan siya kahit na minsan ay nais ko nang kalimutan ang pagmamahal sa kanya.
Natigil ako sa pagmumuni-muni ng marinig ko ang munting iyak at biglang sigaw ni Sakura.
Kaya agad-agad kong niyakap ito at pinatahan
“Nathan ‘hik’ ple-please wag ‘hik’ mo kong i-iwan ‘hik’ NATHAN!!!!!”-sakura
“Sssshhhhh it’s ok. I’m here please stop crying honey” ako
“Mat ‘hik’ napanaginipan ko ‘hik na ‘hik naman ‘hik’ yun ‘hik huhuhuhuh’ Sakura
“Shhhh wag ka nang magalalala nandito ako di ko na hahayaang masaktan ka nino man. At nandyan rin yung mga kapatid mo at yung mga ugok ahahah kaya wag ka nang umiyak” Ako
“Promise me you’ll “hik’ never leave me like ‘hik’ they do. I might die if you leave me “hik” I’ll do anything ‘hik’ just to protect you ‘hik’ you and my family ‘hik’ Sakura
“I never ever leave you I promise that”Me
“Thank you so much. Will you get mad if I gonna be—“ Sakura
“No if that will help you I won’t” Me
“Can you sing for me ‘till I sleep again?” Sakura
“of course what do you want me to sing?” Me
“God Gave me you. blake Shelton ”Sakura
“ok pero bakit yan pa? di naman babagay sayo yung lyrics ahaha” me
“Para sa isang tao yan na hindi ako iniiwan kahit nahihirapan ni siya sakin. Kanta bilis” Sakura
“Demanding oo na eto na po”Ako
Nakahiga na kami at siya habang naka unan sa mga braso ko habang nakayakap sa bewan ko. Ako nmn hinahaplos ang kanyan buhok at nakayakap rin nung nag-umpisa na ko kumanta mas sumiksik siya sa dibdib ko habang mas humigpit pa ang pagkakayakap saken.
I've been a walking heartache
I've made a mess of me
The person that I've been lately
Ain't who I wanna be
But you stay here right beside me
Watch as the storm goes through
And I need you
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I've lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it's true
God gave me you
There's more here than what were seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You'll always be love's great martyr
Ill be the flattered fool
And I need you
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I've lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it's true
God gave me you
On my own I'm only
Half of what I could be
I can't do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I've lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it's true
God gave me you, gave me you
Gave me you
nung natapos ako kumanta alam kong tulog ni siya at doOn ko rin narealize na para sakin ang kantang yung ahahah salamat mahal na mahal kita..
lame UD I know
pang bawi nlng po sa mga late ud po