Chapter 38

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Kenzie POV
Things have been rough because I'm once again hacked on my Instagram and the person is send fans rude replies replying to thinkings that I don't worry about and causing a lot of drama and have a lot of fans almost leaving the fandom because of what I was "saying" but it wasn't me

I couldn't take the hate anymore I went live and talked to my fans and before I ended the live I started crying I just needed a moment to cry and sat in bed when lolo and Johnny came in and they both got into the bed and hugged me and I was crying but I started to fall into a deep sleep

Johnny POV
Lauren and I were watching Kenzie's live and we saw tears in her eyes and we knew she was gonna cry after she ended her live so Lauren and I walked up stairs and saw her crying and we hugged her we slowly heard her start to fall asleep so we went on her phone because Lauren has her thumb print and we saw a lot of stuff that made us cry

Lauren POV
We went downstairs and told mom that Kenzie is not doing okay and that she needs to take time off of social media so mom said okay

1 hour later

She came  downstairs and she gave a small smile and mom opened her arms for her to come so Kenzie sat on her lap while mom put her head on her head and her arms around her while we let her cry she felt a little better so mom tried to let go and Kenzie wouldn't let her let go of her

Dale's POV
I walked downstairs and saw Kenzie crying so I looked at her and mer and she mouthed "people are calling her a liar and stuff just check Instagram" so I called the other girls downstairs and all three dogs came back and we all put in a movie while Kenzie was still in Meredith's arms and we all watching a movie Kenzie had walked away to the kitchen

I walked behind her and she put her head down and I wrapped my arms around her she looked up at me and said "dad will it ever get better when will it stop I just want it to stop and to go on day after day thinking about how some of my fans think about me is really sad I love them with my heart I just want it to stop I just want everything to be back the way it was before but it's getting to a point where I can't let it go I just wanna fly away (a lyric from "Let Go") and not worry about these problems I just want show my fans what I want to do I don't want to stay home at home at night with tears falling out my eyes (reference from "Everything" okay I'll stop) I just want to live my life but I can't do that without people slandering me about how I look and what they expect from me it's too much for a thirteen year old dad it's just too much"

With that she just put her head on my shoulder and just cried I let her because why not so we sat in the kitchen and I was still hugging her and everything we talked and I made her laugh so I said "honey they are probably looking for us and it's 12:30 am I suspect they are sleeping and so should we but let's go check

Kenzie POV
After I ranted to dad about how I was feeling we sat in the kitchen he's drinking coffee and I'm drinking blueberry tea when he told me that's it's 12:30 am and that the family might be looking for us we went into the living room and saw that were all sleeping but they were on the pull out couches Maddie (O) Darian and the dogs in one bed mom sleeping by herself waiting for dad so he went and slept with her and there was a big gap between lolo and Johnny so I slid in there and put my head on Johnny's chest and listened to his heartbeat
(Forgot to say that Maddie and Jack went back to Pittsburgh where Melissa lives)

Listen guys I'm so sorry this took long but I might cut the story short because of recent events and overall I'm being the worst mood ever and it's to the point where I don't know how to feel about anything because once I try to feel better something else happens my life is just too much and I'm to the point where I might crack under pressure and I can't take it and I know what you guys are thinking I always have an excuse why I haven't update but really this is what's happening in my life school is too much I have loads of homework just from one class and all together it's a lot so it's not an excuse but here you guys go it's you chapter

My messages are open so I would talk to you guys and stuff like that but what should happen next and should Hayden come back in the story comment and I'll put it in the next chapter ☺️☺️☺️

My messages are open so I would talk to you guys and stuff like that but what should happen next and should Hayden come back in the story comment and I'll put it in the next chapter ☺️☺️☺️

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That's a pic of my ugly self but this is thought I had in my mind and that's how I feel about it but later guys

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