My Best Friend or Something else MFZ and JVO (COMPLETED)

Chapter 35

Kenzie POV
We got back into house and when we got there everyone was sleeping so dad put the presents in the attic because no one goes up there and everything was set up already and to be decorated for the Christmas tree

I went into Lauren and I room and I saw Johnny and Lauren looking at my computer and I dropped my phone and they looked up and saw me so I whispered "what re you guys looking at on my computer" they told me to come over and they saw the video I recorded of myself when I was in my depressing state and they were in tears (that video on her computer was like the same video from cyber bully before she tried to kill her self)

So I couldn't say anything I sat on the edge of Lauren and I bed and just put my head between my knees and cried they came and comforted me while crying

I moved and laid and stared at the ceiling so I just started talking " It was probably about 2-3 days before we were going to reunite and to be honest I was used to the bullying but it came to a point where I got sick and people posted a rumor that I was having sex for money and I was home because I was pregnant I was actually home because I had the flu and the person that made the bullying worse was my cousin because I didn't want her to use my computer and she acted like nothing happened until I came home from school one day and my aunt told her to tell me what she did and I couldn't believe that my flesh and blood would do this to me and it got to a point where I wanted to impress this boy named Zach (no not Zach Clayton) and I lost all my friends because of this everywhere I walked I got bullied and at one point I went home and saw a video someone was dressed like me and acted like I was pregnant and then after I watched that video that you guys just saw I've been emotionally finished with everything and with that I wanted to die but my parents didn't know any of this because they were always working or they were going a trip with Maddie for some job.....

Johnny interrupted me "babe you don't have to finish" I shook my head and said "no you guys need to know this I've known you guys since we were in diapers you need to know I can't keep this to myself knowing I have people that care and want to know about what happened in my past life" I took off my bomber jacket and to this point I was still looking at the ceiling that I didn't know that mom dad Darian Maddie (O) were in the room when I was talking

I continued "The after I came out of the hospital my mom decided to homeschool me because I've been begging her since forever and she decided to do it she quit her job to take care of me and when we went to meet you guys at the studio that was my first time recording a song that I wrote when I was in school at the time and the day before we reunited she found the song and took me to the studio I was so happy to see you guys mommy Mel wanted to tell mom what happened but I begged her not to because I wanted to tell you guys on my own and I didn't have to guts to do it and every time I would try I would just look at your faces and see you guys smiling and I didn't want to ruin you guys day it makes me happy that you guys care but I didn't know how to tell you guys because I was afraid that you guys were gonna stop contacting me because of that and I'm really really sorry I was supposed to delete that video but I wanted to show you guys but you guys saw it before I can explain and I'm really sorry that I didn't tell you guys I was just very scared and insecure about how you will think of me"

I didn't notice that mom had pulled me into a hug and I was in the middle of everyone and I didn't even notice that I was crying while mom was rubbing my back dad said " Kenzie we weren't gonna be mad at you we had no idea that this was going on but we are here now and no one can mess with you because you got people that love you and care for you I know this was a rough time in your life and that you didn't want to tell us but to be honest it scared all of us that you just told us this because we didn't know you were in a lot of pain but trust me we won't be mad at you we are here for you even if you don't want us to be"

I just nodded and hugged mom while everyone hugged us while I was still crying

Guys I'm sorry this was depressing chapter but part of the chapter is true for me yes I wanted to hurt myself because of a bully and to be honest I cried myself to sleep every night because of this person but I'm sorry this chapter is depressing for you guys