Feelings

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Shin Hye's POV

Right after school I hurridly head home.

But before that, I stopped by the park.

I sat in the swing and.....

*Flashback*

"Y-yong Hwa! Stop! Please! I'm already getting scared"

"Oh, mianhamnida Shin Hye-ah"

"Haha, it's okay, I know you didn't mean to" I say with a big smile 

Then he rushed to hug me 

"Saranghae Shin Hye! You're the best friend I could ever have!"

Honestly....I was hurt.....though I didn't show it of course

The moment I heard the word "Best Friend"  I felt like I was dying in the inside 

And I knew that he didn't have the same feelings I have for him...

And I know that he'd never will...

"Saranghae too....Yong Hwa" I say those word, my was heart getting crushed deep down inside.

*End Of Flashback*

Y-yong Hwa....

While thinking about all those times we've spent together and all the memories we made

either if it was just with me or with our friends.

Suddenly tears started falling down 

"Whyy?!?! Why Yong?"

"Did you really change?"

...........

"Did you really......forget about me?"

Then I thought

Maybe he just didn't see me...I mean there were so much people crowding

so yeah maybe he really just didn't see......yeah that's it

After I lessen the gut feeling inside of me, I wiped 

out my tears and went home.

When I got home I faked a smile.

"Annyeonghaseyo, I'm home Umma"

"So how was your day dear?"

"It...it went fine" I lied

"That's good" 

"Umma, Yong Hwa's back"

She just smiles

"That's good to hear. Have you talked to him?"

"Eh? umm  ne" I lied again

"Hwaksilhaeyo(are you sure)? It seems like you're lying"

"Aniyo! I'm not. I couldn't do that.....especially to you" 

"Hmm I didn't expect you to react that much but okay then"

"Mianhamnida umma. So umm goodnight umma, I'm going to bed"

"Mueoseulyo? Bed at 8pm?"

"Ne, I have to wake up early tomorrow"

"Ahh, okay then goodnight Shin Hye"

I hurridly went upstairs *sigh*  I can't believe I just did that....

I lay down my bed and tried to sleep

But thinking about him, and what happened awhile ago....I just couldn't

So I got my earphones and listened to music.

The time flew by so fast that I didn't realized that it was already 12am...

Yong Hwa's POV

So as promised, I took them out.

We ate at the "Samwon Garden" as usual, Min Hyuk the food expert chose the place.

The food was actually really good, especially their meat sashimi.

"Another order of this please" Min Hyuk said while still eating his almost finished food.

"Oi! Min Hyuk, are you serious?!?! That's like your third bowl" says Hong Ki

"Ne! Of course! Why not enjoy the moment of ordering and ordering! Besides Hyung's paying for it

Right Hyung?"

..................

"Hyung?!?! Oi Hyung?!?"

"Ne?" I finally say

"Gwaenchanha? What's up? You look bothered" ask's Soo Hyun

"Ah, Ne. I'm fine. I was just thinking of something. And go ahead order as much as you want"

"Or probably "someone"  teased Min Hyuk

"Oi!" I say and give him a you're going to die look

But he's right, I AM thinking of someone...someone

Which ain't them or Eun Jung....

Someone much more special....

"Mueoseulyo? But thanks Hyung ya the best!" Then he turns to Hong Ki and stuck his tongue out

"Gwaenchanha?" ask's Eun Jung

"Ne, As I said...I'm really fine"

"Doesn't seem like it"

"Waeyo? But I am really fine. I'm just happy seeing these monkey's again" I say with a funny tone

Though I hope she doesn't notice me lying on the inside or.....I'm drop out dead.

Eun Jung's POV

As they we're all eating I took a glance of Yong

he seemed bothered.....really bothered.

"Gwaenchanha?" ask's Eun Jung

"Ne, As I said...I'm really fine"

"Doesn't seem like it"

"Waeyo? But I am really fine. I'm just happy seeing these monkey's again" I say with a funny tone

So to avoid him getting all mad at me

I didn't utter a word after that. Though I know deep down inside of me

He's lying..

And having that gut feeling inside of me makes me worried. What if he loses his feelings for me? I thought

"Aniyo! that can't happen! Cause we're together, he's my fiancé and I'm his"

So if I can't have him.......

NO ONE can! 

Note: Annyeong~ Sorry if I made Yong Hwa mean here

Mianhamnida everyone. But don't worry, He'll eventually change :D

Hope you guys read this chapter :D

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