Heart

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Hand on heart, pushing through skin
and flesh and piercing the inside
With four sprawling fingers topped
With a reluctant thumb, I resurrect
A fatal organ that carried my blood
My kin, my ooze, my inbetween, my-
Impatience combines with sin,
A silver slither of tantalus and, I feel bad
Agonising, tearing each tube and blessed vessel
Away from my reason to be, still
I kitchen sink into my self, the waste
Food in the basin gurgles, feeding time.
And there I can find the cold clockwork
A chamber of souls finding rythum
Weaving in and out, my omniscient pendulum
My metallic hum, the reason I'm not done.

I just want to hold my life in my arms

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