Tall. Dark hair. Dark eyes. Bigger build. He asked me out maybe two weeks after Allen broke up with me. He was just my rebound guy- I honestly care for him a lot, but just as friends. We didn't date very long- not long enough for me to love him in that way. I broke up with him because I didn't want to hurt him- I hurt him in the end but not as much as I would have. He didn't fall in love with me as deeply as he would have if I had kept the relationship going. He was a sweet guy- a bit weird. Very insensitive sense of humor. Very offensive sense of humor. I thought it was funny though. I liked him- but I didn't want to date him while I was in love with Allen still. It was a fun month of dating- my friends all loved him. They thought he treated me like a princess- but at the time my thought process was more of "maybe i don't deserve to be with such a great guy..." which I still think is partly true. I still sit with Jacob at lunch every day at school. We still text and talk. He's one of my closest friends and I love him- in a different way. In a friend way. Even though he's told me before that he loves me in a love way. He lies often- I don't think he really means to lie to hurt people, I think he does it so that he gets attention. It works- but sometimes not in the best way. He was in a toxic relationship with my other ex- and ex best friend. She broke up with him over text- which I really don't approve of. But that was my second relationship in the year 2017.
It didn't last long enough for me to get real feelings for him.
