demi's pov
i sat in the bathroom hoping i havent just lost the love of my life but i cant
trust her with jaz anymore even though she said she pushed her off she still
would have felt something
i look around and one thing catches my attention my razor i use to shave my legs
i look at it and contemplate weather to brake it and use it
i jut stared at it for 10 minutes untili decided to brake it and hold the razor
to my thigh and to feel the blod triggle down my leg was a great feeling
i missed that feeling i said to myself i drew another 3 lines getting deeper and deeper
until marisa walks in and see what am doing
she runs and slaps the razor out my hand and slaps my face
" what are you doing demetria" mar yelled
"leave me alone" i said
as i said those words i picked the blade back up
marisa come to me and took the blade out of my hands and threw it down the toilet
"why did you do tht for " i said
" demi look at you you relapsed after 3 years of being clean, why? she loves you
why are you ating like this for" mar said
" acting like what huh,you going to say im a child too " i said
" no im not actually, your acting very inmature you know, you dont have to do this
im here for you, you could have just come to me and talked i love you dems and i dont
wanna see you hurt" mar said
i hugged and cried in her arms for at least 10 mins when she said she had to go find some one
i new it was sav but i let her go and just curled up on the bed and feel asleep
mar's pov
omg i couldnt believe wht i saw when i walked in the bathroom i thought i never
see that again it broke my heart to see tht i took the blade of her and
tried to stop her from doing it again she finally agreed and hugged and cried in
my arms i told her i had to go find someone
not telling her who she let me go
i walked around the streets trying to figure out where sav will go when i ame across
a bar i though id give it a shot and i walked in there and saw sav push some blonde bitch
off her and she turned my way and saw me
i ran to her and told her she had to come with me now
" why mar whats happening" sav said worried
" its demi come with me now she needs you she relapsed" ma said with tears
" omg no she didnt" sav said
sav come running with me i gave her a bottle of water i had in my hands
she drunk it pretty quick tho and she went running
all the way to the hotel and pushed the buutton 500 times yelling
"hurry hurry hurry"
i finally catched up to her and realised she does love demi and the doors opened we got
in and she pushed the button 5 times it reached the floor and she ran to the door and
pushed it opened and ran to demi
she hugged her not letting go asking why
" demi why baby why" sav said
"because it was there and i felt like shit so i did it" dems said
"baby please dont do tht again i love you so much to see you hurting
im sorry demi im so sorry" sav said
sav's p.o.v
omg i couldnt believe what i was hearing from marisa that demi relapsedi took
hr bottled water and skulled it and started running to the hotel
running was one of my talents i was a great runner i got to hotel doors and i ran
to the elevator and pushed the button 500 times man i didnt come quick enough
my baby is hurting and i need to comfort her
i love her way too much to see this hapening to my baby girl the love off my life
the elevator came i run inside with mar pushed the button heaps of times to ake it
go faster but it didnt
we reached the floor i ran to her room ad pushed the door open and saw my baby
curled up on the bed i ran to her and hugged not letting go whispering to her
omg i love her so much i rubbed circles on her back and apologing for what she thinks
hapened she feel asleep in my arms
demis alarmed was going off she didnt seem to move so i hoped and turned it off
and waking dems up
" hey babe your alarm went off" i said
" goodmorning babe thanks" dems said planting a kiss on me
i quickly got up and ran to the bathroom i felt awfuly sick i remebered i wet drinking
last i broke my 2 year clean iwas beyond pissed but i have toget over it and start again
" im sorry dems for last night i didnt mean to hurt you at all i love you dems
so much" i said giving her kisses
"its okay sav i understand and i love you too" dems said
" i have something to tell you sav" dems said
i was thinking maybe she didnt realise i knew about her self harming last night
but i wasnt going to tell her i knew but thats what i thought she was going to tell
me
" um i guess this didnt come up last night but wilmer is coming today" dems said
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Love story ( demi lovato, lesbian stories)
FanfictionSavannah doesn't know whether to kill herself or live and she hates demi lovato but can demi save her after all have to read to find out