Love story ( demi lovato, lesbian stories)

Forty-seven : love lost

Mar pov

I was shocked to see demi calling me at first I thought she was ringing to abuse me for hanging out with sav I hesitated to answer but I did

"Mar can I come over please I really need you " I said

" um are you sure you want to" mar said

" yes I'll be there soon thanks"
I spoke

I agreed to let her come over I hope sav never told her about me wanting to kiss her you can't really blame me can you sav is amazing her curves, her long luxurious blonde wavy hair , her eyes there amazing I just can't go on otherwise I want her more than I already do which can't be possible

My thoughts were interrupted by
Demi buzzing the door bell I answered and she looked stressed and hurt what the hell happened

"hey demi long time no see " I spoke

" are you alright demi you've been crying " I said pulling demi into a hug

" I fucked up mar I really did, I got drunk thinking sav was cheating on me because she didn't say where she was going but said she will be back soon she never came back then I went out got drunk and I had the nerve to walk into the house drunk bringing back all the memories mar I've fucked up" demi said tears just came flowing out like a waterfall It was like she couldn't stop them

" are you sure she was cheating on you demi or where you just paranoid" i said

" well I'm not sure she never mentioned anything about it or where she went maybe she did I couldn't handle if she did mar I really couldn't, we've called off the wedding for now as well mar I need help" Demi said

"Demi listen sav wasn't cheating on you, she was she was with me I asked her to come out to dinner demi I'm sorry but I knew you would say no so I kept asking her until she said yes she didn't cheat on you demi" i spoke

"Wh- what do you mean dinner" Demi said

" you better not have made any moves mar I'm serious, but I guess I can't talk it doesn't bother me if you want to hang out with sav your her friend you've been there through a lot with her it's okay " Demi said

" what you mean you can't talk " i said curiously

" huh what" Demi said nervously

" don't avoid the question demi " i said

" well at the bar some girl kissed me okay some girl kissed fucking me and some pap snapped the photo okay I'm sorry but I don't know what to do" Demi said ashamed

" what you have to tell sav before she finds out and not just get angry at you for cheating but you not telling her straight out away" I said

" I can't mar I really can't Its going to brake her it will destroy everything we have, we have called of the wedding as well until a later date " demi said tears just flowing out

" what, demi it sounds like neither of you want to be with each other but mainly you, do you really want to be in a relationship demi I know you love Sav but if you don't wanna be in a relationship then don't you can't hurt her anymore then you have" I said walking out of the living room

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