Love story ( demi lovato, lesbian stories)

chapter 23

i heard my alram going off but i was in pain to move anywhere so i left it, i looked down in the covers and pulled my pants down a little bit and saw 6 lines cut into thigh

i cant believe i broke my 3 years clean, my family is going hate me omg i heard sav turning so i pretend to be asleep, she turned my alarm off and shook me 

" hey babe your alram went off" sav said

"hey babe thanks" i said 

she started apologing for last night but i couldnt be stuffed hearing it again i told her everythings fine, but i wasnt but with what im going to tell her is going to make her mad

"sav i guess this didnt come up but wilmer is coming tomoz" i said

" what, why, is he coming uh-uh i mean alright but as long as he doesnt try anything" sav said

" he wont babe, you know why" i said 

" no why" sav said

"because your going to be with me all day babe" i said 

"omg really, you dont have to i trust you with him" sav said

what why is she being so okay with this i know i want her to but its making me feel bad for not trusting her with jaz urgh that name just makes cringe i hate her so much, she knew we were together

" babe i want you to be with me all day, i love you sav and i want to spend the day with you, no matter who's coming" i said planting kisses on her

i was so nervous, i havent seen wilmer in ages i dont know how to feel about him,he didnt even say goodbye he just but now i have savannah i just hope she wont up and leave like he did

"babe i'm not leaving you ever okay i love you" sav said

shit i didnt realise i spoke the last bit but out loud fuck

" i know baby i'm just scared ill get get hurt again, i l ove you sav remeber that" i said

babe i'm not going to hurt you, i love you so much demetria devonne lovato, there is no way in the wolrd im going to leave or hurt you" sav said reasuring me by making out with me 

marisa intrupted us by saying wilmer is in lobby waiting for you omg my heart poundered even hard and faster when she told me he was were, sometimes i feel like i want him back but after what he did to me i couldnt ever go back with that