Deep Pain

All I just want is to have him. Sa tingin ko gusto mo din mapasayo yung taong mahal mo. Right?

Pain is always beside me. Am I that bad to have it all?

I'm now laying on my bed thinking about my yesterday and my tomorrow. What have I done? What should I do? Can I escape now?

Nagsimula ang lahat nung college pa lang kami. I never thought this time will come. I don't know how I fall, all I just know is I love him more that I love myself.

We were close to each other back then college. I can say that I am one of the boys which is the reason why I don't get easily fall but this mysterious guy is too different. Gustong gusto ko syang kasama na akala ko normal lang. Habang tumatagal lalong lumalala. There is no reason to worry because we're both single. Ayaw ko lang talaga masira yung friendship namin dahil ako lang naman yung may nararamdaman para sa kanaya.

Hey ! I am Stephany but they call me Pane, Uhrg ! I hate it.

-PANE!

Lol! someone is calling me, di ako lilingon. I much prefer Stephany than Pane :3

-Pane! Yooohooo! The one who's wearing blue shirt and a white hair band and...

-Okay! okay! eto na. Will you please stop calling me Pane? It's irritating!

-NO! It's actually cute ;)

-Kfine :/

  Wondering who is he? He's my best friend. Nahh, my special someone named Ford.

He makes me smile but most of the time he makes me cry. Yah! CRY :'(

Don't worry my dear reader, sanay na ako masaktan at umiyak. Mahirap lang talaga kasi magisa ka lang, wala kang masabihan kaya sinasarili mo at pati pa luha mo inaawat mo pumatak.

 By the way lets change the topic baka kasi pati kayo makaramdam ng sakit na nadarama ko pag pinagpatuloy ko pa.

Binata na sya! Si Special someone, nanliligaw na sya eh. Yessss! Nanliligaw na sya! Pero di sakin :(((

  Well, I'm helping him. I have no choice but just support him.

-Did you get it Pane?

-Huh? What?

-Oh! You're not listening!

-I'm so sorry, what is it again?

-Okay, again. Blaaablaaablaaa...

Ayan, tinuturo nanaman nya sakin yung plano nyang surprise sa nililigawan nya. Haaayyy, as always.

TIKTILAOK!!!

(eyes open) Syempre alarm lang yun ng cell phone ko. Hello! I'm in my room baka may manok dito. HAHA! xD

WAIT! Nakalimutan ko may lakad pa pala kami ni SP (special someone slash ford) He'll be mad at me kapag di ako sumipot. Ayyy teka! pupunta lang naman kami sa nililigawan nya. Bahala nga sya dyan, magalit kung magalit :3

-Paneeee? (knok knok)

I'll be waiting outside okay? Be fast.

-Shocks! Okay!

Wala akong kawala. Wawa :(

Ayyyaannn, napasagot nya na si Krung krung. Badtrip naman oh!

-Happy? Okay ka na? Sinagot ka na.