"Truth or Dare?" John asked Levi. "I'll go with truth."
"Have you ever had a crush on anyone in our friend group? Oh, and who was it?
"No. You all should just know I've only ever liked one girl"
Everyone groaned at him. Then there was awkward silence. John then got up and walked off.
"Where are you heading man?" Noah asked.
"Bathroom" John replied.
He got up and left, as everyone continued playing. John walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind him. He looked at himself in the mirror and instantly started crying. He fell down as tears streamed down his face onto the floor. He tried to hold it in so much to where you could see it in his face. Downstairs, Jessica heard John fall. "I'm gonna go check on him." She walked up the stairs and knocked on the door. John didn't answer, and she tried opening it. It was locked, so she pulled a penny out from her pocket, put it in, and opened the door. She saw John crying on the floor. She knelt down beside him and picked his head up. "Whats wrong John? Please tell me."
"Its...its...An..Ann-uh..Anna." He muttered between gasps of breath. She moved his hair out of his face and held him tight.
"Listen John. I know you cared about her. We all knew. But she didn't care about you back. You had poured your heart out to her and told her secrets you didn't tell any of us. We all know this. But you cant keep holding back because of this. There is someone out there for you John. You just have to wait for that day."
"I've waited too long. I haven't dated anyone in my life. I'm sorry Jessica. I can't continue on." He got up and walked into his parents bedroom and locked the door behind him. Jessica walked downstairs to see everyone laughing and having a good time. Lucas wiped his eyes as he was crying. Phil was laying on the floor, laughing so hard he started coughing. This only made them laugh even more. Emma turned to Jessica and asked her if everything is okay. "Your were up there a long time."
"I think John just needs some alone time for a little bit" Jessica said. A couple minutes later, John walked down the stairs, with something behind his back. They all turned and looked up at him. "You guys are all amazing friends. I want you all to know I loved you guys. You guys helped me as much as you could. But you couldn't. Goodbye guys." He pulled a gun out from behind him and out it up to his head. Everyone lost it. They started screaming telling him to put the gun down. "Put the gun down John. Put it down NOW!" Levi screamed at him. Phil ran towards John to try and tackle him. He pushed him down on the ground and put the gun up to his head. "Tell Anna I love her" then he pulled the trigger. As his body fell to the ground, Jessica screamed. Tears streamed down her face onto the floor. Lucas pulled out his phone and dialed 911, as Jessica stood there with her face in her hands. Levi walked up and held her tight, waiting for the cops to come.anna. I need to tell you something.
What?
I love you do you know that?
Yes. Ik that
Last time i ask you this. If i asked you out, what would you say?
I already told you john. I dont feel the same way. Im sorry
No i understand. Its ok. Dont apoligize for,something you cant control.
John im sorry no matter what
U still there?
Pls answer back
😢 why arent you answering?Hey anna. Its jessica
What are you doing with johns phone?
I need to tell you something
What?
John killed himself. Shot himself in the head. Right in front of us.
Omg. Im a terrible person
What?
Look at the messages between us that happened today.
Omg im so sorry anna.
I drove john to suicide. All because i was afraid.
Afraid? Of what?
Afraid of what would happen to my rep if i told him i felt the same way. Im a terrible person jessica. I cant believe what i did to him. Im so very sorry for everything. I cant believe what monster ive become.
Your not a monster anna. Your a beautiful, strong independent woman. Thats one of the reasons why john loved you.
Ig. When you get the time and date, can you tell me when johns funeral is?
I can do that
Thx.
Dont mention it.
