My Mind is so very different from yours.
I'm entertained by different things.
I ask different questions.
I beleive in different things.
I see the world a different way.
(My love is all fiction).
My family picks me up when I am down. My imaginary love relies on me on the same.
My FRIENDS are just as fake as my fictional love.
My question is why??? Why don't I have a real one??? Why????
Is there anyone??
I don't know the answers yet :) .
While things work out well in my mind,My dreams.
Reality is forced down my throat in a way that would make most people cringe at how harsh the world could be to people like mine.
Pity and sympathy is not what I crave,
Not even love or friendship. I think this things are not for me. I don't deserve any friend and their friendship but only fake concerned. Everything is fake.
I am least interested about love but a friendship is linked with love without concerned or love for someone friendship is not possible and that's why to me it is just an illusion that is based on selfish desired and fake concerned.
Rarely is there a selfishness,jealousy that is friendship that exist in the reality of my life.
Apologies are more like insult to me,
Mainly because I've never been on the receiving end of a sincere one. They are all stiff almost as if I have been shot and the shooter comes along and kicks me in the side.
So instead of all that, I crave my success,the goals I have set in my mind to be achieved.
(Basically these things always work in my mind, you may call me mentally ill but the reason is that it's the reality which stop the positiveness expectation and allow negativity. )
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