- dan
the doctor had strictly instructed that i stay with phil, and his parents since my father was a alcoholic, and the farther i was from alex. the better.
i didn't think that though, i just wanted to see him again.
his mother was very kind on the first night i made an appearance she made me sweet potato casserole, that was created with marshmallows, brown sugar and sweet potatoes.
it was amazing.
i haven't tasted food that good, in such a long time.
phil's father was sweet to me too, he'd play little dad jokes on us and he'd ask phil what my favorite hobbies and snacks were and he'd bring me something to make me feel at home, and he gave me the guest room to sleep in and told me he'd like it if i stayed with them for as long as i need, maybe forever.
phil was especially sweet, he'd sneak in my room and cuddle me to help me sleep, and he'd help me eat when i felt i shouldn't; everyone was so understanding and great.
these were good people, and i was glad they took me in; but i had been lying to them.. i loved alex and was certainly not over him.
he was my boyfriend, my lover. my soulmate.
i haven't seen him in weeks, i want too.
so i did, one day phil had left to school, and his parents to work; i pretended i was sick.. as i headed to the place alex worked at.
the coffee shop, the place we met.
the air still smelt of coffee beans and the fresh amazing smell of cinnamon; he was currently making a hot chocolate drink for an elderly woman, i stood behind her.
once she left i stepped forth, fear gripping my heart; would he be mad..?
alex turned towards me with a cheerful smile, "hello today! how may-" he trailed off as our eyes locked.
"b- baby?" he mumbled, as if he couldn't see i was right in front of him.
"y- yes?" i muttered softly, he pulled a latch at the counter and pushed it forth and walked towards me and picked me up in his arms and kissed me, passion burned my body away.
"fuck." he muttered between my lips as he pressed our foreheads together; "god. babe, i thought.. i thought you died.."
"i did.. for a few minutes.."
"why.. why didn't you come back to me?"
"please don't be mad.. the doctor told me to live with phil and his family and for i was supposed to keep my distance.. but i love you sir! i couldn't.."
the look on his face was quite understanding as he held me to his chest and pressed his lips to my forehead, "so.." he said in my ear, "does kitten wanna.. fool around for a bit? im off shift soon." i giggled at that and nodded my head and he smirked and kissed my neck, but then stopped and frowned, he took my chin between his fingers and looked me in the eyes. "im so sorry, baby.. i didn't mean to hurt you. i was just so angry. im getting anger management, by the way. but still.. i love you so fucking much. i shouldn't of laid a fucking hand on you!"
"sir, it's fine.. just please don't hurt me again okay?"
and he promised he wouldn't ever lay a hand on me again.
