Maybe one of the reasons why somethings happen is because it is my fault, maybe everything that happens whether it is good or bad is my fault. Somehow the things that happen always seem to revolve around me and the people that I love.
Maybe if I wasn't in this world, everyone's lives would be better, maybe they would have all the happiness that they deserve.
I have never felt that much affection towards people or the people that say that they love me. Maybe they only say that to ease their conscious, knowing that my existence isn't really needed.
My existence is questionable to me, maybe if only I weren't alive , everything would be so much better.
I wouldn't have to feel the pain and the sorrow that I so long wish to end.
If I wasn't around I wouldn't need to deal with all of my mistakes and memories that pain me so.
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PuisiJust some thoughts and feelings that reflect a lot on my life and other things that go on in life that you can't help but just let them come or pass by.
