This is everything I didn't get to say
Louis:"I like the way you smile, and laugh way to loudly." He mumbled with his hands folded in front of his tummy. Glaring intensely at the floor, refusing to look you in the eyes. "Your nose is cute but, you know, it really fucking annoys me when you don't understand why people love you, and when you bite your nails cause that's disgusting." You laughed, running your hand down your bicep with a large smile. "I get it Lou," He scrunched his eyebrows, adverting his glare towards you. "No, you don't." His blue eyes were hard, neck red with anger. Your smile disappeared, hand falling from his golden skin. "You don't get it or understand because your still sleeping with that bloke who doesn't even care about you. You can't see that I've been in love with you." His neck glowed a tan color once again after he stopped gritting his teeth and holding fist at his sides. "I'm sorry." He muttered, forcing himself to glance at the floor again. "It's okay, and I guess I'm sorry too because I never knew."
Niall:"Why are you telling me this now?" You frowned, playing with the fringe on top if his forehead while he frowned too. "I'm about to get married," He looked over you, in a white dress with lace and some girly stuff that he didn't even know existed. His mind raced with thoughts, especially the thoughts of what was under your dress and he tried not to think about it but it was hard. Did you have lace? Or was in a whole lingerie suit? "And I really do love him." The words were heavy on your tongue because Niall, your favorite person in the entire world, stood in front of you in a suit in tie and keys to his range rover in his hand. "No you don't." He whispered rather harshly and you knew he was right. You never loved him, your mom did. "You're right but I can't just leave." "And why not?" He pouted his lips but the corners of his mouth were turning upwards. You glances around the room to see that you were finally alone, bridesmaid starting to line up and this was it. Now or never. Your hands were gripping the ends of your dress to lift the ends off the ground. You smiled and started walking. To the exit door while Niall stood there with a larger smile. "Well hurry up lover boy we don't want them to catch me leaving my own wedding."
Harry:And you had a boyfriend, he was tall and handsome and was in the country for more than ten months out of the year and he could only be there for two or three months and those few weeks that are used for holidays. He should be happy for you, he really should but you were his. He mumbled a small "hi." When he saw you sitting on his bed in his old room that still had Polaroid pictures of his band across a pin board above his bed. "Hi." You smiled, falling back on his sheets. You flopped around while he stared at you with a huge smile, sometimes giggling along with you. You finally turned on your side to face him, still leaning against the door frame. "Well come in, make yourself at home." You smiled, patting the spot on the bed next to you. He placed his coat on top of his desk adjacent to his bed, crawling up to the spot next to you. You smiled, turning over to face him once again. Inhaling that scent of him and airports and hair gel but that was Harry for you. Smile so bright it could light up this whole room. "Have you thought about what I said?" His lips formed a small frown when your eyebrows scrunched. "Why do you think I'm here?" You whispered, wrapping your feet around his ankles, pulled yourself forward to his body. "Cause you that about it." He laughed, placing a few strands of hair behind your hair. "I broke up with him." You sighed after a while, "I'm sorry." He frowned and you laughed, genuinely laughed for the first time since he's been gone. "Why?" "I love someone else."
Zayn:"I love you," He screamed against the howling wind and at first he didn't think you heard him over it but your feet stopped walking towards the edge of the bridge, head hung low, staring at the water crashing against the sharp edges of the rocks below. "And I'm sorry it took this moment to realize that I felt this way." His voice softened, tears streaming down your face. This was embarrassing, because you were supposed to be strong and have it together all the time, every second of the day, and you were crumbling under a weight in front of the one person you know would never love you back. But here you were, and there he was, frowning against the ocean spray with his own tears glistening his dark eyes. "Come here!" He screamed, you fought your feet from moving further from the edge making the only thing possible to do was to fall backwards to the concrete. "Shit." You heard him mumble along with his footsteps. His arms wrapped around your waist and slowly drug you further from the edge. "I thought I was too late."
Liam:"I don't know what to say." "Don't say anything then" He sighed, reaching out for your hand to hold but you flinched away. "I have a boyfriend." You blurted for the thousandth time he's been talking to you. "I know!" He snapped, his left hand clenching a fist by his side. "You know you keep mentioning him because I think your scared. Scared of me, of what we could be and I don't get it. That boy your apparently hooking up with you doesn't give two shits about you, and you're too blind to even care. I would treat you do much better, I hope you know that." You pushed at his chest to give you some space, watching his fist clench harder to were his knuckles were turning white, teeth grinding down against each other. "I don't need you to force this on me. You should have told me before I found someone because I might've felt the same way." He frowned, backing away completely from you. "So you don't feel the same way anymore?" He pouted his lips, you just shrugged and finally fell to the floor.
A/N : yo i'm so lazy i'm sorry and you can leave comments or ask requests idk haha
