Chapter 5
Shawn's POV
I was kissing Taylor Caniff! I couldn't believe it! But the thing was, he wasn't kissing me back. His body stood there rigid. I pulled away and looked him in the eye. He stared at me wide eyed. I felt tears forming in my eyes. This time, I wasn't going to stop them from falling.
"Shawn, I-," I was so angry I didn't even let him finish. "You know what save it, Taylor! I really could not care any less about what you are trying to say. Fuck you, Taylor Caniff. I practically spend my time crying because you wont love me the way I love you! Now, I have no reason to love you or cry over you because you're a huge dick. I hate you! Never say anything to me again." I didn't realize the tears falling out of my eyes while I was screaming at him. I didn't wipe them away.
I turned around to walk out of the door and go to Matt and Carter's room. Carter would know how I felt. Before I could take a step toward, the door, Taylor's hand pulled me back. "What the fuck do you want?!" He looked so mad it was scary. "Would you let me finish? I was about to say 'Shawn I'm sorry I don't like you.'-" Hold up wait a minute. What? "So you held me back to tell me you didn't even like me? What the hell Taylor?"
"Shawn, let me fucking finish!" Taylor yelled so loud I jumped a full foot off the ground. "I was going to say 'I don't like you. I love you and I'm sorry I didn't kiss you back.' Shawn, you really make me happy. I love you with all my heart and I always will. It would be amazing if you would agree to be my boyfriend." Freeze, rewind. He loved me and wanted me to be his boyfriend? Yes! Yes! YES! Today is the best day of my life! A huge smile appeared on my face. "Yes, I would love to be your boyfriend."
Taylor's POV
I stood stiff. My body wasn't working and neither was my mind. Before I could start kissing back, he pulled away. There were tears in his eyes. I could tell he was thinking. I didn't know what to say, but I just said the first thing that came to mind. "Shawn, I-," I couldn't finish because Shawn had a look of pure anger and hatred on his face. "You know what, save it Taylor! I really could not care any less about what you are trying to say. Fuck you, Taylor Caniff. I practically spend my time crying because you wont love me the way I love you. Now, I have no reason to love you or cry over you because you're a huge dick. I hate you! Never say anything to me again."
After he was done, he tried to walk toward the door, but I held him back by his hand. "What the fuck do you want?!" I got so pissed off. I wanted him. He wouldn't even let me finish so I could tell him! "Would you let me finish? I was about to say 'Shawn, I'm sorry I don't like you-," Then he interrupted me again. "So you held me back to tell me you don't even like me? What the hell Taylor?" Would he ever stop interrupting me. "Shawn let me fucking finish!" That shut him up.
"I was going to say 'I don't like you. I love you and I'm sorry I didn't kiss you back.' Shawn, you really make me happy. I love you with all my heart and I always will. It would be amazing if you would agree to be my boyfriend." I waited patiently while he thought. That was a very bold move I pulled. Wow. After a while a huge smile appeared on his face. "Yes, I would love to be your boyfriend."
