You make me weak (21+) (COMPLETE) editing in process ✔️

22-A new begining (sad ending)

Jungkook pov

I wanted to follow her yesterday but I felt like she needs time and space.
I walked home slowly, I stopped my trace when I saw a leg I looked up slowly and saw Suze looking down at me. I rolled my eyes and walked past her opening the gate.
"Did you go meet y/n?" She said, I looked back at her, is she serious right now?
"Why do you ask so you can make her life end more worse" I said not looking at her. But I heard her chuckle does she think this is some kind of a joke. I looked back she was leaning on to the pole still a smile on her face. But she she saw me looking she tilted her head and smirked. I'm starting rally have this bitch
"Do u really think it's my fault that she got hurt. Seriously I wasn't the one who smiled beloved someone who cheated on me at lease five times and I wasn't the one who was too blind to see that person cheat on them again and about Scoups and me he didn't kiss me I did" she sighed beige lifting her head up again
"It's just funny and sad that you were so blind to see how much she really loved you. You didn't even notice she nearly killed herself because of you, but you don't really deserve her you know. I'm glad she's going away maybe she will find someone who loves her and isn't blind enough not to notice that" her voices sounded different and really effective.
"Her hand" I whispered she had something covering her hand all the time.
"Yes her hand but her heart was even more hurt I bet you can't even imagine that" she was about walk off.
"Why are you even saying this. If you were just playing with me these words would have not come out of you" I was seriously confused at her behaviour and words.
"Because I felt what love feels like for the first time and tbh it isn't a really good feeling" I felt he sadness in her voice
" Scoups huh" she nodded and looked back
"Go and see her" she said...why does she even care...I guess love changes people
"I don't think so...I want to give her space and time" I said lowering my head
"What the actual fuck are you taking about. Time and space do you even know how much time she sounded without you" she looked frustrated and sad. She's right
"And space what the hell does that suppose to mean she's going away tmrw, do you even care. Your dumber than I thought" she walked away frustrated.
What the hell was I thinking.

I ran back to the park she want their then I stared to ran to her house then I saw Scoups going back.
I stopped so did he
"What brings you here" he said with a though voice
"I'm going to see y/n" I was about to ran again he held my hands tightly
"Let go" I said loudly I needed to her her right now
"I just want to say.....please make her happy....that's something I was never able to do" he let go of my hands and walked away
"You make Suze happy she's not that bad and you she something I hasn't able to have years ago...her heart" I said to him and ran off.

I arrived at y/ns house and I threw a rock onto thee window. She looked and saw me then closed her curtin. I did it again and again until she looked again. She went in again. I was about to throw the rock again when I heard her doors open. I put the rock down and walked up to her. She stopped her feet and looked at the ground her eyes were a bit red and her hands were still covered with fabric. I walked up to her and held her hand out. I was about to take the fabric of when she stopped my hands
"Don't" she said still not looking at me.
I don't listen I took it off and what I saw made me hate myself. She did not. Her hands were covered with bruises and deep cuts, it recovered at little but it still looked so awful. What have I done to her.
All those feelings why did I give up on her so easily. I felt my heart ache and my eyes got blurry from my tears.
I'm so stupid how could I do this to her. Suze was right I was blind not to see her love towards me. What the hell is wrong with me...I felt her hands tightly as she whipped. I let it go immediately.
"S-Sorry" I said as she looked up at me slowly
"Your sorry" she scoffed.
"Do you even k-know much I waited for those w-words to come out of your mouth. Do even know how much I wanted you back. No you don't ofc you don't because your too busy with your own life that when you destroyed mine, y-you didn't even care" she sobbed, I felt my heart drop seeing her like this made me so mad of my self. I'm sorry y/n I didn't mean any of this
"Y/n please don't cry" I hugged her tightly while my tears build up. She pushed me off harshly. When I looked into her eyes I could only see anger and nothing else. I deserve this all of it.
"Can we please just leave each other alone I-I don't want to see you even again." She said and walked to her house.
"Y/n, I hope one day you can forgive me, I know you can't and I deserve it so it's okey and I'm sorry I made you cry, I don't deserve you" I felt my hot tears drop as I looked at her she didn't turn back, so I turned my back and slowly walked away.
I'm going to find you one day y/n but for now all I can say is sorry....

Y/n pov

After he said that I froze I couldn't move my body. Then I quickly looked back and saw him walking away with his head down, I could feel him crying. And all I did was look at him and let my tears fall.....
I don't know what to do anymore.....

Scoups pov
I sat on the swing while slowly going back to front, thinking about jungkooks words, it hade me want to give this girl a chance but at the same time something inside me didn't want all this....
"Coups" I heard a girls voice I looked to see Suze sitting in the other swing what's she doing here...
"??" I didn't say anything but just looked away why does she need to come now...
"I wanted to say sorry about everything" I looked at her she was looking down her eyes full of tears. Why does it fell weird for me seeing her cry?
"It's okey I guess..." I looked away and then an awkward silence came between us. Then she suddenly asked

"Would you be able to give me a chance?" I looked at her immediately, I didn't expect to hear that so early, I thought for a while then answered
"I'm sorry...but I can't forgive me for what you did...at least not now" I looked at her and saw her with a sad smile
"It's okey I need to go now...I'll see you around" she quickly said and walked away fast...did I do something I will regret???
I don't know what my heart wants anymore

Y/n pov
The next day~~~~~
At the airport~~~~
I said bye to my parents and now I'm currently sitting on the plane. I put on a said smile while my heart ached and wanted to cry, but I hold it

It's okey y/n. It's a new beginning your going to be fine...