Bullied by the dolan twins

I have always loved you

KIRRAS POV

I turned around and looked into his hazel eyes and just starred at him getting lost in his eyes.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and his gripped my waist tighter he just smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile back. "Kirra I love you" he whispered. I didn't know what to say to him, I mean I love him for fucks sake I have loved him since the first day I saw him in prep. "I have loved you since the day I saw you, I love everything about you, your beautiful blue eyes, your brown wavy hair and your amazing personality, your my definition of perfect" he said brushing my hair behind my ear.

"Then why did you bully me"I said while a tear escaped my eyes again.

"Because I knew that you didn't love me back and that made me angry and upset and I wanted you to feel the pain that I feel when ever I see you with another guy" he said now tears escaping his eyes.

I snuggled up into his chest and whispered "I love you too" and I slowly drifted of to sleep.

I woke up and it was still really dark, I looked at my phone and it was 2am in the morning, I quickly packed all of my stuff and then got a piece of paper and wrote

Dear boys,

I'm sorry but I won't be touring anymore, and I will probably never see any of you again and if I do, you probably won't recognise me, and if you do well then I guess you where one of the only people who actually payed attention to me.
Thank you four letting me tour with you it was actually amazing getting to know you guys.
I'm gonna miss you, especially Shawn and Ethan.

Shawn thanks for being there for me all these years, I will never forget you and I know that you will go far in your music career, please don't forget about me and most importantly don't give up on your dreams, I hope I will see you again some day
    Xoxo kirra

Ethan I'm sorry that I ran away, I love you so much and I would do anything to be with you but I know that if I stayed with you there would be lots of drama and I would probably loose my my and you know what that would lead me to. I also want to thank you for saving me.
  Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo kirra.

I put the notes on the bed side table then gave Ethan a kiss on the fore head and then unlocked the door and walked out of the hotel.

I'm going to continue my YouTube career but I will have to change the way I look.

I have some friends who lives around here so I dialed one of their numbers asking if I can stay there for a while and I might even be able to tour with them, you might know them as 5sos, in fact I used to tour with them but then I decided to stat YouTube and move to lA.

Kirra-hey Luke can I stay with you for a while

Luke💓-of course babes

Kirra-thanks see you soon boo

We have always and names for each other so it isn't weird when we call each other those names.

I called an Uber and it took me to the boys house, once I got there I knocked on the door and Calum opened the door and I engulfed him into a really tight hug then I walked in and gave a big hug to the rest of the boys especially Luke.

"Come on babe I will show you where your room is" Luke said taking me up stairs and walking me down the hall.

I walked into the room and it looked amazing.    Pic below

I thanked him and then unpacked all my things.