Bullied by the dolan twins

Who do i choose?

Kirras pov

Me and Matt are now officially dating and I'm really happy.

There's just one problem, I love Ethan as well.

I know that Ethan has bullied me for so long but honestly I have forgiven him mostly, but I will never forget all the pain that he has cause$ me.

I'm happy with both of them but I mostly like Matt in a brotherly relationship and not a couple relationship, but I do really love him.

I don't know what I'm saying, all I know is that my brain is really messed up and I have a big decision but I think I can be happy with Matt, can't I?

I walked down to the lobby while holding Matt's hand and everyone turned to look at us.

I looked toward Ethan and he was looking at mine and Matt's intertwined hands and then he looked towards the ground.

I felt something break inside of me break, I hate seeing Ethan sad and it makes me feel like it's all my fault. Wait. It is my fault.

why do I have to have feelings for two people.

I let go of Matt's hand and walked over to Bart.

"Why did you call us all down here" I asked him.

"Oh we are going out for dinner and six flags  in about 30 minutes so you guys can all go back to your rooms and go get ready to go meet us down back here in the lobby" Bart told me and the rest of the group.

I went back to Matt and grabbed his hand and we all went to the elevator which took us up to our floor, we all separated and went to our rooms to get ready, I grabbed a grey sweatshirt Whitchurch read 'obey' and some black leggings then I went to the bathroom and changend into the clothes that I had chosen out.

I redid my mascara and then put on some more lip gloss then decided since I still had about 15 minutes till I had to meet everyone down at the lobby that I would straighten my hair.

I turned on the straightener and while I waited for it to heat up I put the top half of my hair in a bun so I could straighten the bottom layer then I did the top layer.

I quickly turned of the straightener and grabbed my phone and purse than ran out the door and ran into Ethan by accident.

"Oh hey sorry about that, I'm a bit clumsy" I said smiling at Ethan

He smiled back, well fake smiled.

I suddenly got a flashback of when me and Ethan were best friends in prep.

FLASHBACK

I gripped my head in the area that had just been smashed into the desk by some kid who also screamed at me calling me worthless and ugly

I felt tears run down my face then heard a chair move next to me and saw a boy sit next to me.

"Hi I'm Ethan, and don't listen to him because I think your beautiful" he smiled at me. I smiled back

FLASHBACK OVER

that was the first time that I ever met Ethan.

"Kirra are you okay" Ethan asked me with a worried expression on his face.

I must have been starring. Ooops.

I nodded my. Head and we made our way down to the lobby.

I saw Matt and he was smiling down at his phone and giggling, I just shrugged it of and walked over to him.

As soon as I stood next to Matt he quickly turned his phone off and smiled at me, I wonder what he is hiding, maybe a surprise? Or maybe he is cheating on me, nah Matt wouldn't do that.

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