The Bazaar Of H.A.S (Koli)

Chapter 35

Kellin doesn't know what to say. Oli is standing less than two meters away from the boy but in Kellin's thoughs he is miles away. Eventually Oli speaks up again.

"I want to talk Kells. Would you..would you want to go for a walk with me?"

Kellin nods feeling the tears coming up to his eyes. He controls them though. No more tears. He is determinate to take anything this time. No more feeling hurt. Of cource even Kellin himself knows that this isn't true. He is teriffied of a conversation with Oli. But in the end, he doesn't have much of a choice anyway. It's going to happen at some point. He might as well be calm and put together. Or at least pretent to. Fake it, till you make it. Isn't that what they say?

"I brought your clothes from the house. I'll bring them in and you can change before we go."

Oli turns around, exitting the house. Kellin stands up slowly and moves around finaly getting used to walking. Seconds later Oli enters the kitchen again holding up a bag.

"Here, you should get dress. I wanna talk to you after." He sighs before continuing. "Kellin, I want to explain everything and just, just make sure you understand how things are going to go from now on."

Kellin nods and takes the bag from Oli's hand.

"I'm going to the bathroon and uum I'll, I'll be back.....soon."

"Ok. I'll wait in the car. I'll drive us somewhere so we can talk, alright?"

Kellin nods again and quitly says alright before going of to the bathroom.

Half an hour and a silent car ride later Oli parks his car near the store thehad previously went that day just before Kellin's birthday. The demon gets out of the car and walks to Kellin's side. The human stands frozen. He is too affraid, too anxious about today. He doesn't want to lose Oli. What if he stays in the car. He will never have to hear the cold goodbye.

Kellin snaps out of his personal world of thought when Oli opens the door and holds out his hand. The boy takes it hesitantly and only them realises where are they.

"Oli, uum what are we do-"

"I trust you remember the old building that I showed you the day of your birthday."

Oli cuts Kellin before the younger male is able to finish his sentence.

"We are going there. We can talk and...I wanna see it for the last time."

Kellin's eyes widen.

"Why, 'last time'?"

Oli stays silent for a moment then turns around and mumbles while starting to walk.

"I'll explain everything there. I know I owe you at least that Kellin."

Kellin bites his bottom lip and follows the older male walking one step behind and next to him. They both walk silently and Oli speak just to help Kellin to get inside, just like the first time they were there.

When they both are sat down under the open rooftop Kellin turns his eyes over at the stars feeling the sky as now it's compelitely dark outside.

Oli sighs and turns his head to the raven haired boy. A little smile makes his way on his lips but he forces it away quickly.

"Kellin?"

The boy closes his eyes and drops his head down. He breathes deeply and turns to look at the tattooed male next to him.

"Yes?"

"I, I do not know where I should start of so...I am going to give you the full story. And...and if you still have questions just, ask." Oli pauses and thinks for a couple of seconds. Then adds. "No, yelling this time. I'm done getting mad. I know it's not fair to you. And, I-I....I am sorry for doing it before."