Before I Let You Go

Chapter 5

I'm here in the clinic. The nurse said that the wound was deep that's why it keeps bleeding.

But its okay now. The nurse cleaned the wound and put a band aid on it.

"Becareful next time okay?"

"I will, thanks" I thank her before leaving the clinic.

I'm still with Yani. She did not leave me in the clinic because she said 'she care'. So why pushing away the people who care for you?

Atleast I'm not alone. I already miss Cory. I hope she's fine.

We entered the room just in time for the next subject.

Math. Oh great!

I'm an honor student but like other students, I don't really like math.

For me its making things complicated. Adding letters and numbers? Just wow!

My teacher said that math makes thing simpler but I don't agree with it.

Then as usual, I'm just listening to the teacher on how to solve the problem on the board.

Did I mention that Zaiden and I were seatmates? Yes we are seatmates.

"Samara?" Zaiden called.

I did not answer.

"Hey Samara?"

I did not answer.

"Look, I'm sorry about what happened in the laboratory. I didn't​ mean to do it okay?"

I just faced him with a blank expression then faced the board again. I don't care.

And Its the first time he said sorry after 999999999 years. And he still knows how to say it.

Shit Zaiden stop it!

He's still looking at me. I can sense it. Im not assuming. Its true.

My heart feels shit. I feel like I'm running. Its beating so fast. Shit stop it Samara. MOVE ON.

And finally Zaiden stoped starring on me.

I calmed myself and it worked.

Samara remember, your moving on! Don't trap yourself again.