Before I Let You Go

Chapter 10

From that day, I'ved been closed to Patrick. Don't think of something more. Were just close.

We eat together and we also go home together.

My parents once thought that he's my boyfriend. Tf?

So much for that. Let me share you about my feeling today.

Its finally my graduation day! Yey!

I'm so excited that I woke up 5 in the morning. I usually woke up at 7 because classes starts at 9.

The graduation rights starts at 8. I'm so excited. I also runned to my room because of excitement.

I spend 30 minutes in the shower. And its not normal.

I wear my black off shoulder dress and a flat sandal. Put some light make up on my face. And its not normal. Again.

I used to be a boyish girl. But just this ones I will dress up like a girl for the sake of my graduation certificate.

I grab my toga and my graduation hat and headed downstairs.

I saw my mother already dressed up. She's still pretty. My father also wear a polo thats suits to him perfectly.

"Woah! My parents are all dolled up? Whats the ocassion?" I ask them playfully.

"Its just the graduation rights of my lovely daughter." My mother grinned.

"If only yourbsister was here" my father looked sad.

"Its okay dad. Lets go to her after graduation." Amd I gave him a wide smile.

After we ate together. We headed to school. The school is also ready for the event.

You can see tarps in front of the admin buildings with our faces on it. There are also huge flower set ups as you go to the gym where the graduation will be held.

Before the program started my mother told me. "You look beautiful young lady. But you still walks like a boy"

"Its okay mom, I move like a boy but my heart is a girl. Aryt?"

"Yeah we knew that already"

"Good morning everyone. We are gathering here today to witness, not the end of our journey. But the start of reaching our goals. To all the parents, teachers and gaurdians, I would like to thank you in behalf of my batchmates, for teaching and raising us with all your best. We are happy of having you in our lives. To all my friends, classmates and batchmates, thank you for the memories we have shared. Even if its bad or good memory, I still treasure it."

I feel everyone's emotions. Even some of the people here are crying.

"We are not in the end. We're still gonna face the last stage in reaching our dreams which is college. I know some of us will be taking masterals. Its alright. We can do it."

"High school offered us many challenges. Some of us even experience heartbreaks right?" Everyone laugh

"Its okay not to be okay. We are still at the process. Don't be afraid to try again." Patrick smiled at me. Woah.

"Before I closed this speech of mine, I would like to thank this special person who made my highschool life memorable. Thank you for all the memories we've make together. I'm finally gonna conclude that I've finally get over you. Before I finally let you go, I want to say thank you for all the happiness and pain you have caused me. Hope you'll be happy messing up girls around you. But someday, you'll suffer more pain than us. " Everyone faced Zaiden and laugh at him. The admins and teacher? They just laugh. Hahaha

"This is your class valedictorian, Samara Morgan, Signing off. Happy graduation day." I bowed in front of them and everyone was clapping their hands. Im happy.

After we head out of the gym, Patrick gave me a gift and we taked a selfie together. Mother even said that we look good together. Wew.

After that we went to the cemetary where the thomb of my sister is located.

"Big sis! Look! Im finally donw with highschool. I did great right? And take note, Im also the valedictorian. I wish you we're still here. But dont worry we're doing fine here. Im close to being a neuro. As I promised. I'll do great big sis and help others to."

I said to the thomb of my sister in front of me. As if she can hear it. But I know she can.

We stayed there for an hour to celebrate this special day with my big sis.