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No one seemed to notice as the summer was getting hotter Kurt was wearing more and more sleeves.

Kurt's dad didn't seem to notice the missing pills and razors. Less and less paper in his home office, pens missing every now and then, and rolls of paper towels missing after a shopping visit.

Kurt was diagnosed with depression about a year ago, but no matter what pills he was on, none of them helped. When he walked down the hall his anxiety kicks in to the max, when he sees one thing out of place his OCD hurts him physically.

"Kurt?" Someone said causing the young boy to jump a little in his chair. He looked up from the notes from history that day. The short kid looking down was none other then his only friend since he moved to Dalton, and surprisingly his first boyfriend; Blaine Anderson.

"Hmm?" Kurt hummed smiling lightly.

"You just aren't actually studying, or talking to me. Are you okay?" Blaine asked as kindly as he has ever asked.

"Yeah. Just fine." He smiled to his lovely boyfriend, "just thinking about stuff."

Blaine decided to ask no further questions and just try to study for the history finals.

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The cold metal relaxed him in a way nothing could. The pain he felt was released for a bit, or until the deep oozing red cut stopped leaking the intense red liquid. He seeped up the cuts on his thighs and the few he put on his left wrist.

The door oped right as he put the razor with the other three under his pillow. His sweat pants naturally fell to cover his thighs but his wrist are still breathing in the air.

"Hey honey" Blaine said as he watched his boyfriend stand perfectly still with his arms behind his back, "I told you I'd come over so we can study for finals." When Blaine finally noticed his arms behind his back as his shoulders fidget.

"I need to use the restroom. I'll be out to study in a second." Kurt rushed the the bathroom moving his arms as he rushes past Blaine.

The darker haired man sat on the edge of the bed with his book bag on the floor when he noticed the pillow was out of place and a paper towel in the small trash can right next to the bed. He fixed the pillow before taking a look at the paper towel that looked like it was trying to be covered up but the other crap in there.

"Okay. I'm sorry about that..." He trailed of as he saw the younger man dig through the trash can. He pulled out the newest of the many blood socked towels.

"Kurt is this suppose to be red, and soaked?" He held it in between his thumb and index finger.

"I had a nose bleed." The taller man said shrugging a bit.

"Are you lightheaded? That's a lot of blood." He put two and two together, suddenly he pointed at the pillow, jaw starting to open to say something, but quickly closing. "Honey?" He put his hand down and looked at Kurt. Blaine's hazel eyes filled with sadness, worry, but Kurt didn't see as he was looking at the floor.

"I understand if you find this a breakup point. Do it now before I start the water works."

Before the man who's back was on the wall felt hands wrap around his thin waist. "I don't care about that stuff. You're perfect, you can talk to me, that's what I'm here for. You know that right?"

"You wouldn't understand how I feel." The taller one of the two cried into the others shoulder. Blaine tried to hush him and just hug him tightly.

"Mind if I see what you've done?" He whispered as they sat down on the bed. The head shook up and down. "so I can look?" A head shake left to right.

He didn't want to force Kurt to do anything he didn't want to do, so he just let him cry as he hugged him tight. Blaine needed his boyfriend to know he was here for him.

Fearlessly and forever.

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Well hello everyone! *hugs every single one of you* I'm sorry it's been FOREVER! I just was working on my actually book, I love writing it, but it takes a long time. I decided to put the book on the back burner for awhile and come back to WattPad!

Did any of you miss me?

But I'm a little bit rusty on fan fictions so this is the worse one yet and I'm sorry about that. Umm I don't know what else to say...

Love you all!

Bye!

~Katie

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