If Only

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If I were to fly

I'd leave this world and maybe fly to heaven

Just to say hello to you

Like I used to

If I were to run

I'd run until my feet didn't touch the ground

And I was level with the sun

If I were to swim

I'd swim to the bottom of the sea

And carry you back to heaven

Where we'd be safe

Just the angels, god, and you and me

If I were to fall

I'd fall back into your arms

For you to keep me safe

From this horrible horrible place

If I were to skip

I'd skip this life and move onto the next one

Where you'd be there with me having fun

If I were to walk I'd walk right out if my life

So I wouldn't have to end it with this dull and dirty knife

If I were to sing

I'd sing to you while you slept

knowing you'd never be back again

Not even reborn in the spring

If I were to dream

You'd be the only thing to cross my mind

While I am still stitching the broken seams

If I were to smile

You'd have to be here

Not working on your millionth mile

If I were to lye

I'd lye in your arms

Until the heavens stole us both

Not just you leaving me here to rot and die

Oh if only if only you were here with me

In this broken down world I still call home

Why couldn't I see

That you were so unhappy

I'll take this knife and end it now

Goodbye mom

Goodbye dad

I hope your not too mad

Sincerely,

Your  broken daughter

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