Hiraeth (on hold)

A long message, that everyone needs to see.

Sabi ko magsusulat ako diba? Sabi ko, bibigyan ko kayo ng update this week.
Pero sorry. Bibiguin ko kayo. I'm not exactly taking our situation so well (as you have seen in my previous tweets). And it's spread all the way into my writing. I seriously just can't will myself to continue the fics, as of the moment. And it hurts. Ang hirap lang kasi na alam mong may something going on sa inspirasyon mo.

Richard and Nicomaine. They've had such an influence in my writing. Sila ang rason kung bakit ako nagsulat ulit. Sila ang rason kung paano ko nadiscover and passion ko sa pagsusulat.

And now, staring at these fics that have yet to have a final chapter, it breaks my heart to see that I can't manage to write its remaining chapters.

Grabe, naiiyak ako these past few days. Pero alam mo 'yong iyak na parang teary eyed lang? 'Yong hindi natutuloy. But when it comes to writing, eto, bumobuhos ang luha ko. Kasi naman...it will always have a special place in my heart. And knowing that Richard and Nicomaine has sparked that, and now that all of this is happening, it just...sucks.

Maraming salamat sa suporta niyo sa akin. You all have also been such an inspiration in my writing. I'm signing off Wattpad for now. Kahit sobrang hirap at sobrang sakit. Don't worry, babalik ako. Hindi ko lang alam kung kailan. But I will. Hindi ko pa talaga kaya. I love you all. Thank you so much.

Something to add:

Hindi ibig sabihin nito na bumibitaw ako guys ah. I'm just taking a little break. Sorry, magulo lang kasi talaga isip ko noong sinulat ko 'yong previous things, kaya hindi ko naclarify. But like I said in some of my replies, kapit lang! For Richard and Nicomaine!

We're going to get through this. And it is going to take some time, but I just know that we are. God bless you guys ☺️❤️