today's the day
my stomach is filled with butterflies
i've spent hours working on a paragraph to text to him that expresses my feelings for him
there a thought of doubt in my mind,
but I ignore it
the paragraph reads as the following:
hey! it's me from school, look, I have something really important that I need to tell you
look, there is no way of sugar coating this,
I have feelings for you, I have since the day I met you. Ever since then, you've never failed to make me smile, laugh and fill my stomach with butterflies
I know I've asked you this before, I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic
I can't g t over the face that you don't feel the same way about me as I do for you. I guess that I don't want to believe the truth and that I just want to keep living my fantasy where everything is perfect. I know that you are going to reject me but please first just hear me out.
I think that you are a great guy, your funny, smart and kind. I've never replay had a boyfriend nor have I never been kissed by a guy before. I've been rejected quite a lot of times and I'm not going to lie, it hurts. I'm hoping that you are different, but you are probably not.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is
will you be my boyfriend?
Sent
Now I just have to wait for my heart to be repeatedly crushed
great
