you found me.. (Loving! Mikaela x Abused! Reader)

evocative love

                                                                                                   your pov
today was probably the best day of my life, he kept me warm, happy and he loved me. we watched movies and ate food all day. today was amazing, but would it always be like this?
-time skip to later on-
"h-hey, y/n? are you awake?" mika asked while brushing hair out of my face.
"y-yea, i'm awake.." i whispered,
"how about we go outside, the park or maybe somewhere to eat?"
"sure, i'd love that." i replies cheerfully as i smiled and ruffled his hair, i got up and let the t-shirt just sway past my thighs, "m-mika, i don't have any clothes.."
"we can go clothes shopping tomorrow, how about tonight you can just borrow one of my sweaters and i can wash your jeans for you, they weren't ripped except for the rips that came with them, the only thing that was ripped was your sweater." he replied knowing he was blushing.
"okay!!" i replied hugging him and i started to clean up the mess we had made from being inactive all day.. eventually all the mess was cleaned up, and it was around 6;30pm, it was quite warm outside considering it was autumn, i had been told to sit down while he went to pick out a jumper for me, when he came back he told me to get changed in his room
"Y/n get changed in my room, i don't want to violate you so i won't be in the room with you, is that okay?" he stuttered while trying to force his blush to fade.
to be honest i'd much rather if he watched..
"o-okay.. p-promise me you'll be outside?..." i muttered
"i'll be right outside, just say my name if you need me, okay?"
"okay."

after i had put on the clearly oversized jumper, it immediately made me feel warm and protected. what was it about him that made me love him so god damn much? it was a light grey jumper that had the words "lust and love" on the front of it in a dark red. i slipped on my black ripped jeans and pulled down the jumper. it felt right, being with him, talking to him. it made me feel at home. i looked in the mirror to check out my outfit and it complemented my figure and showed all my curves.. it made feel uneasy.. that he'd think that i'm fat and not beautiful enough for him.. i let my hair down and just let it naturally fall. i walked out of his aesthetically pleasing bedroom and walked over to him
"so, whatcha wanna do-" he stopped.
"i-is something w-wrong?"
fat
ugly
stupid
mistake
obese
all these words floated through my mind and my eyes teared up as i expected him to say every single one of them.
"you-,, you look beautiful.." mika muttered while admiring my body shape.
"t-thanks.." i said wiping my tears as i pushed a piece of hair behind my ear.
"so um, whatcha wanna do?"
"can we go to the park or something?"
"sure."
mika grabbed my hand and walked out of the door with me, this boy is my everything and more..

i hope it lasts, forever