you found me.. (Loving! Mikaela x Abused! Reader)

ever-growing love

slowly
dying
darkness
nothing
my baby
where have you gone
regret
sadness
"i can't do this anymore y/n.. i love you."

everlasting sadness, ever-growing love.

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will you still love me?
even after everything i put you through
would you still be there for me?
even after these long, dark months.
i love you
for always
and
f   o   r   e   v   e   r   .

mikaelas pov.
my darling, my baby, the love of my life, is getting torn away from my grasp
after everything she's been through.
i'm slowly slipping for from sanity.
i need you now.
i'm sorry.

— MIKAELA X READER —

[a letter from mikaela]

my princess. when you see this i will most likely be no longer on this earth.
i try to stay strong for you my love,
but it's getting harder and harder
my soul is disintegrating as well as
my happiness.
you are my
happiness and my happiness
is suffering.
if i did this face to face with you,
i would tell you that,
you are the most amazing and beautiful girl i have
ever met.
and the fact that,
you make me have this most
amazing feeling beyond description
is enchanting in my soul.
even if when you see this,
is in fifty years or more,
my admiration for you is everlasting.
i have ever-growing love for you
my dear. i have the best
trust in you that you will
live your life to the fullest
and will exhaust every single
thing that makes you happy
because you deserve that
and so much more, my baby girl.
and its breaking my heart, seeing you suffer.
i can't do this anymore, princess.
i love you most.
mikaela.

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