you found me.. (Loving! Mikaela x Abused! Reader)

only you

mikas pov
i love her but its only a matter of time before she realises who i really am. i'm lustful and unkind, i'm not loving, i'm not perfect but when it comes to y/n everything is different. everything just makes sense, everything fits in perfectly like puzzle pieces, i feel perfect with her, i'm loving towards her, i'm only kind with her.

time skips bcs i suck dick bye

y/n's pov
i woke up in his arms, he's so warm...wait.. wAs I iN hIs rOom?!1?1!? i didn't really care considering i was with him. he's so cute when he sleeps, his lips sat slightly apart moving apart further as he breathed. his breathing made me feel blessed, being in his arms made me feel blessed, me being his girlfriend made me feel blessed. the wind battered the window as the blinds floated with the draught, for some reason i was relaxed then i ever had been in my entire life, his room was a grey, blue and white theme with grey marble plant pots and painted pastel blue walls. pictures of beautiful white and blue flowers hung from the wall. his room made me feel pleased at how perfect and aesthetic it was. i looked back over and admired his face again, his hair all messy yet he still looked stunning. his pale eyelids covering his gorgeous, deep blue eyes. i'm head over heels for him and there's no denying it. sitting there for maybe half an hour just admiring his face made me feel soft and vulnerable, his eyes started to gently flutter open as he yawned slightly.
"Good morning, beautiful." he sang while kissing me on my cheek.
"Good morning, handsome." i sang back.
he put his finger underneath my chin and pulled my face closer to his as he leaned in for a kiss. knowing what he was doing, i closed my eyes and kissed him back, it was so perfect, i wish it was always like this. the kiss became more passionate and he licked my bottom lip for permission to explore every inch of my mouth. i denied. not letting him be dominant. suddenly, i felt a hand snake down my waist and touch my ass, and he squeezed it slightly making me yelp so i opened my mouth. he took this opportunity to slide his tongue into my mouth, exploring it. possibly my best mistake ever?? he found himself exploring down my neck, kissing and nibbling it softly. was it just going to get better? he continuously searched for my soft spot and eventually discovered it, he knew he had found it because i let out a small moan. shit. he abused my sweet spot leaving hickeys all over my neck. i slid my hand down to his lower area. then he stopped.
"not yet, i want it to be romantic,," he smirked as he climbed off of me
"ughghghghggh" i sighed, knowing what he meant.

he's my everything.