I'm lonely and I know that; I go to bed every night thinking about. I truly don't remember a time not crying myself to sleep. My life is not as awful as anyone's life so I use all my time and energy in helping others and most of the time to be stabbed in the back. I don't want to get up tomorrow so I'm just going to lie here awake all night waiting for the next person. I might just stop talking that seems to have done me will all of my life.
