Bromance (Josh And Tyler)

May 18, 2015

May 18, 2017

(Tyler)
"Tyler, get up!" "Mmm" "Tyler!" "Yeahh momm..." I say sleepy, slowly waking up. "Its Jenna." I open my eyes slightly. "Oh heeyy! You awake, dear?" "Dose it look like it." "Me no, I'm not awake." "Am I going to have to splash water on you, again?" She laughs.
"NO!!" I sit up quickly. I rub my eyes. "Morning Jenna!" "Good morning, Tyler." I lean over and kiss Jenna. "So why did you wake me up, I'm tired." "I know you are, but I was making breakfeast, and I ran out of eggs." I answer, "So what?" Jenna lightly punches my shoulder. "Can you go to the store?" I stare at her. "Oh yeah. I'll go." She smiles and walks out of the room. I stand up and go to my suitcase and look for clothes. I pick black skinny jeans, and a blue jacket, with blue stripes. I put on my white socks, and black, flat shoes. Then, I grab my car keys my phone, and start heading out the door. "Be back soon, Jenna!" I close the door behind me, and go over to my car. I get in and sit down, and start the engine. I back out of the drive way and start heading to the store. I go in, get the eggs, a few redbulls and head back into the car. I look over to the radio and memories start to flood in.

*(Trigger warning) *

(Flash back)

Ten minutes... I run out the door, "Bye mom, dad, see you guys later!" "Bye Tyler!" I run into my car turn on the engine on and start heading to Taco Bell. I then go go to turn on the cars radio, to distract my mind, then I gasp. "Where the frick is my radio!" I start panicking and then I pause. I pull over into the parking lot of Target and park. "Jish." I whisper. I fiddle over and get my phone, almost dropping it. I dial josh. (Ring. Ring.) "Hey, Tyler." "Josh." I whisper. "What kind of prank is this!?" "What?" "Act like you don't know!" "Tyler, I don't know what you're talking about." I take a deep breath. "My car radio... Its gone... Gone.. Josh! " "What!? Did someone break into your car?!" "I don't know Josh." I start breathing faster and then I start sobbing. "Tyler! Where are you." I gasp and look around. I then take a deep breath. "The target, near my parents house." "I'll be right over there!" With that Josh hung up the phone. "Who ever stole my car radio, doesn't know how much music means to me." Of course. No one knows you. No one cares about your stupid music. "Josh cares! He's coming soon, just you wait!" What if he doesn't come soon enough. I breath in, and out. Peaceful air, going in, fire coming out. The fire that burns my nose, tells me to stop breathing, breathing is painful, because it helps you stay alive. We both know tyler, what happened. I know what people think about you! Josh thinks your stupid, your insane a car radio gets you triggered. "Music helps me." I say sobbing. No it doesnt. "It distracts me from my thoughts. With out music, I can't stop thinking, about things I should not think about." The things that will save you, from misery. I've been trying to help you Tyler, but you don't help yourself. I sob even harder until it feels as if my tears have all dried up. I sit in silence... Waiting for Josh, hoping he cares about me. With out music, I have no distraction from my thoughts. Thoughts that can reck your brain. Quiet can be violent. Tyler, don't wait for Josh anymore. He is speeding just to get here, to you. He could get killed and it would all be your fault. "No! Blurry! No!" Tyler, if you want to insure Josh is okay, save him from crashing, don't let him die. Go on and drive, pull the steering wheel. I start crying again. I want to end these thoughts, but I can't drive. I can't pull the steering wheel... Not yet. Tyler! Do as I say! I look through my glove compartment in search, for a blade. I grab it in my hand, and start to cut a line on my upper hand. It starts bleeding, I feel a string, but it feels good. It's distracting me from my thoughts. I grab a white rag and push down on the cut. It turns into red. The harder I push, the more its hurts.

* (End of trigger warning) *

I hear a knock, fallowed by the door opening. "Tyler!" "Josh..." I whisper. He looks over to my hand and sees the rag. "Oh! Tyler!" He sits down next to me and hugs me. "Its okay Tyler I'm here. Breath." Josh takes out a first aid kit, from where, I don't remember. Josh fixes my wounds. After he is finished I remember crying in his chest, his head on top of mine whispering into my hair. My arms wrapped around him, and his wrapped around my body. His heat radiating onto my cold one. "Tyler. I will always be here for you." "Josh... You don't know how much you mean to me." I say sobbing "Shhh." Josh says quietly. "Its okay Tyler, I know." I giggle. "How do you know." Josh breaths in, "Because you care about me?" I smile. "Josh..." I whisper. "Hmm." Josh hums. "What about Taco bell." He smiles. "Don't worry, I'll bring you home and then I'll bring some tacos for us." "First, can we stay like this a little longer." "Sure Ty" Josh says softy as he kisses my head.

(End of flashback)

The rest of the day, I don't remember quite well. I was gonna ask Josh, but I never did. I smiled and looked at my radio. When something bad happens to me, Josh is there, and our friendship grows stronger. When something happens to him, I am there like he was for me. Sure, the whole radio incident was really bad, but looking back to it, it all worked out. In the end I ended up winning the battle, thanks to Josh's help, and I got to write a song about that incident. The song has meanings to me that other people might get, but thats what I like about my lyrics. I can write something that I have meaning to, yet no one really gets. I turn on my radio, car and start heading home for breakfeast.

Whooohoo! 1000 plus words! Hope you enjoyed the flash back, I know you guys are very eager for the Bromance, but I don't want to rush it too much. Its coming soon, no spoilers. I'm so exited for the story! Hope you like this chapter, also forgive my mistakes but I typed this late at night and I have to go to school in the morning. Anyways good bye! Thanks for everything, guys!