nothing without you//Lai guanlin

NWY8-JEALOUS

i was studying on my bed because its soo comfortable

Its been a few hours , Now its time to memorize it again ,i close my eyes and remember all the key point in until 1-10

"fighting hyejin you can do this "

"soo unit 1&2 - introduction of behavioural science ,the 4 components are anthropology,humanistic,social learning, political science ,next the 5 approaches  neurological,..............

unit 3 stages of sigmund freud,erikson  ,piaget ..

unit4.........maslow

unit 5... oh shit! What is unit 5 about "I stop and open my eyes aishhh i wanted to open my book but i try to remember again

come on  hyejin think think ,ohh i knoww ----- i stop saying because , i felt someone kissed deeply ,he hold my neck and laid my down,i open my eyes .. & omg  it was LAI GUANLIN !!!!!  Im not okay :")

I was shocked but at the same time i miss this kiss, I kissed him back and my hands went to hold his neck . we kiss deeply as  we miss each other, for 1 year, we didnt contact  as he was successfully debuted with wanna one .and i miss him .

he stop kissing me and smiled

"you are so cute talking alone " he said that made me smiled brightly but at the same im embarrassed with myself aishhh

"yah,why you didnt tell me you are here " I shyly said

"hahhaa its a surprised then "

"what are you studying?" he sat beside me and looked at the notes .

"I thought you want to take fashion designer? " he asked me

"yeah, but i changed my mind . " i said

"well , this is good course for your future" i nodded

"hmm continue studying then " he gave my notes .

" i cannot study anymore " i said ,i take my pillow and laid on his laps

"arghhh i need more sleep " i said ,he carrasse my hair and kisses my forehead ahh this is what i want to be more pampered with him .

" Jagi,i miss you " he said

"I miss  you so much " i sang  their beautiful  song . he chuckle

" you looked soo handsome and cute during the comeback stage ,eventho i wasnt there but i watched it live streaming . you know who was your big fan?" i asked him

"yaaaa i knowww. obviously my fans " he said ,i bite my tounge and show him a frown face

"yah im your  huge fan of you " looked at the wall ,full of your slogan " He chuckle.

"I know sweetheart  " he kissed my lips

" thanks for supporting your boyfriend here "

"your most welcome "but then guanlin eyes saw something ...

"where do you get  polaroid  and when did you guise meet ?" guanlin asked curiously.when he saw a picture of daniel and hyejin together 

"ohh about that,we meet up to give about--"

"you guise meet up?!"  he said angrily

I get up and nodded

"we meet just to give his certificate " I said

"why do you keep his certificate? let him take himself " He said angrily .i raised my eyesbrows

"ermm... is that a issue plus its been a long time  already ?" i asked

"whatever " he said and left me . I dumbfounded ... what the hell did i do?

"guanlin, are you mad just for that?" i said annoyingly

"well .. no " he said and slammed the door . what ? omg ,i dont want to fight with him , i chase guanlin  &i followed him  .

"guanlin please please wait " i grab his arms

"why are you doing this to me?" i asked

"why i am doing this to you?,Its because Im jealous " He said .

"so youre jealous just because i met daniel ?why should you be jealous " He grabs my hand  and bring me to the a quiet place .

" you know why ,i dont like you to mix with other boys .you cant interact with boys and if you do ,you make me jealous and this " he slapped me .. he freaking slapped me . i was shocked

"you looked like a slut when you mix with boys,eventho we didnt contact for 1year  ,dont you think i dont know you at school, you were friends with boys and you even lunch with them and part with them " it hurts so badly then guanlin slapped me and it hurts so badly he called me slut .omg guanlin totally changed to a  bad temper person

"OKAY FINE IM SORRY IF I HURT YOU .I PROMISE I WONT BE FRIENDS WITH BOYS OR GO OUT WITH THEM" I shouted at him and left  .my tears went down and why did i said sorry to him and promised and didnt stand up for my myself?  its because i dont want to lose him .i love him so much ,if we going to be apart,i think i will be depression .we had couple for 6months

"Lee Hyejin.. " guanlin backhug me tightly

"im sorry ,i was too harsh just now.. i .. cant control my anger .im just scared that you will left me " i face him and hugged him tightly

"Im totally sorry lee hyejin . "

"argh guanlin please dont do that again . "

"I wont,I promise"

"but promise me ,not to talk to another guys behind me?"

"I promised " I said and he kissed my forehead