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I literally don't deserve my friend she is so fucking good to me.

Ever science all this shit has been going on in my life she has stayed with me.

Today I decided to tell her I cut. I told her to meet me in the bathroom at the beginning of 6th period.

I have this book I bring with me around the school day and when she walked in the bathroom she asked what it was about.

I told her I relate to a line on the back "cut a little deeper" I had her read it and she said "Adrian let me see your fucking arm" 

It took a little while but she finally got to see my arm.

She said she wants me to stop(oops to late to stop today..) and that when the scars heal and all that shit that she wants to draw on my arm (we are really weird.)

I'm so happy she wasn't mad. The world needs more people like her.

I'm not kidding she is the reason I'm alive (with some help from music)
.  I'm probably gonna make a depression book for rants like this