Just Friends. [h.s]

3: subway footlong

Monday morning. I'm not looking forward to today. I get up and shuffle my 'in my feels' playlist. Of course Marvin's Room came on and I internally moaned.

"I know you still think about the times we've had" I yelled at the top of my lungs while getting ready.

I don't know why, but I'm so nervous to go to school today. Seeing Harry is going to kill me. It's only been one day. I don't know how I'm going to be able to continue with our 'break'.

When I got to school, I went straight to my locker, keeping my head down incase I pass Harry.

I head to my first period with my head still down. Bad choice. I bumped into someone and when I looked up, it was Taylor.

"Oh sorry." I started to walk away, but she grabbed me by my arm and dragged me to a corner.

"Girl if you don't get you're hand off of me!" I snapped yanking my arm out of her grip.

"I'm sorry. I just want to talk." She said with pleading eyes.

"About?"

"Did something happen between you and Harry?"

"Why?"

"He's not acting the same, and no offense but you look like shit." She said checking me out. Usually I would semi try for school, but today I just settled for my PJs and minimal makeup. Also my hair was frizzed up. She was right, I looked like shit.

"I really don't want to talk about it."

"Okay sorry for bringing it up."

"Nah it's all good man."

"I don't think he's coming to school today. If you need someone to sit with at lunch, just come to me." She smiled.

Darn you and your niceness. "Thanks." I smiled then walked away to my first period.

The day was so boring. I hate Mondays so much. Harry ended up not showing up to school. I didn't go sit with Taylor at lunch. I honestly just wanted to be alone.

I just needed to talk to him. I've never gone this long without speaking to him. Sending him a text won't hurt, right?

Me: hello friend

Wow I already started out being awkward with that text. I wish we could undo texts. That would literally make life a million times better.

Not even a minute later, I got a message back from him.

Haz: Stella... feels like it's been forever. I miss you:(

Me: I miss you too. I just wanted to check in to see if everything's all gucci.

Haz: How can I be "Gucci" without you?

Me: You weren't at school today...

Haz: Wasn't feeling well

Me: Taylor came up to me at school. She's worried about you.

Haz: I know. I've been ignoring her.

Me: Harry...

Haz: Ugh I should talk to her, shouldn't I?

Me: Yes fucktard

Haz: You haven't called me that in a while. Haha!

Me: No I do all the time. Just in my head tho

Haz: Hey Rude!

Me: My name is Stella

Haz: Shut up