Just Friends. [h.s]

5: tuna

"Yo Haz." I say walking into his room with no invitation.

Harry got startled when he saw me. "St-Stella . What are you doing here?" He sat up looking at me with a guilty face, like he did something.

"What's that smell?" I sniffed, smelling the stench of fish.

"Oh what are you talking about?" The look on his face was confused.

"Did you have some tuna or some shit like that?" I walk to his bed and sat on it. "Ugh it smells worse over here!" I say covering my nose.

Did something happen unexpectedly. Harry started crying. He put his head in his hands and continue to ball. I was startled. I didn't know what to do. I pulled him into a hug and rocked him back-and-forth. The way I do every time he breaks down.

"What is the tuna that bad?" I always find that a little bit of humor makes Harry feel better.

He lifted his head from my chest and wiped his tears. "I'm so stupid Stella."

I tilted my head, my face confused. "What happened?"

He looked down and mumbled something.

"What?" I asked. Then he mumbled something again.

I place my finger on his chin and lift his head. "Tell me."

He sighed. " I made the worst mistake of my life."

"Harry please elaborate." I was beginning to become worried.

"Last night." He has a Tate it. He couldn't look me in the eyes.

"Last night you?"

"I lost it."

"Lost what? Your temper? Did you do something to Taylor?"

"No! I- I lost my virginity."

When those words came out of his mouth, I felt like I was hit by a truck. I already thought they were having sex, but him saying it out loud, I don't know why but it hurt me. Why did I feel like Harry 'betrayed'  me. I can't decipher this feeling. Jealousy? Wait. What does this mean though? No it can't be. I can't like Harry. I don't. What the hell am I saying? This overload of emotions is turning my mind mad.

"Oh. Uh." I didn't know what to say. I was lost for words.

"I don't know what to do."

"Was it not good?"

He shook his head. "That's why am freaking out. It was so bad and I don't think I could face Taylor."

"How was it bad?"

"Well first of all as you can probably tell she smelled so bad." He said, making me laugh.

"Yeah that's not normal at all. Probably a yeast infection."

"And second, she made this horrible grunting noise the whole time. Like she sounded like an ogre. I was so turned off by it." I internally cringed at his words. Why the hell was I imagining hairy on top of me, I'll be in and out of me while I am out his name. Wow are you chill out.

"Like this?" I scratched my face and made the manliest moan I could.

Harry laughed as he shook his head. "Far worse."

"Was that her first time?"

"No. She's had sex many times, which is one of the main reasons I regret doing it with her. It wasn't the right person."

I look up at him in the eyes. "Who is the right person?" Why did I want him to say me.

He looked at me. Something hiding behind his eyes. "I'm not sure, but it wasn't her."