Abusive Love

Sydney's POV.

I do not have any mornig classes with anyone who cares, so the morning goes by fast. However before i know it its lunch time. God i am scared. Jake didnt get t do anything to me this moening so that just means it will be 10 times worse.

i walk into the lunch rm and sit down, not bothering t get a lunch. i pull out my phone but dont do anything. i just stare at it nt wantting to lok awkard. abut 10mins of looking at my blank phone it is riped out of my hands. great...

" wheres your food" jake asks simly.

:i..i dont have any" i stumble with my words getting more and more scared at what is going to happen.

Jake balls up his fist " and why not??" he ask angrily. I back up when he takes one forward. I go to take another step back wanting to be as far away from him as possible, but me being me me stumbles over my own feet. God why do I keep doing this to myself?

" Answer. Me. " Jake says through gritted teeth.

" I..I don't k..know " I stuttered. he brings his foot back and kicks me right in the stomach. I Groan in pain. this only seems to satisfy him more. he keeps kicking in all places he can reach. I just curl into a ball begging for him to stop. why does this happen to me? what did i ever do to him. I stare at jake with begging eyes as he kicks me hard in the leg. His kicks slows down and I swear I saw him look guilty, but only for second because it soon turned in to a look of pure disgust. With one last look he spits in my direction and walks away leaving me lays on the floor.

I lay there for a good 10 minutes just waiting for the pain to become bare-able. Ones I am up I look at the time, lunch is over and I am now late for my next class. Crap. I limp to the bathroom and look at my face. there is big purple mark that no amount of make up will cover up. I groan. I am so done with this! I walk to my car not even checking out of school. I was so anger at... EVERYTHING! URG! I was angry at jake for always hurting me when I can do nothing about it. why me anyways I mean come on I was his BEST FRIEND! God, I was mad at katlin for being a slut and not even caring. I mean her only real friend was stormy. Everyone else talks to her for sex. and she calls me a slut. URG! I was mad at life for putting in this life. Couldn't I just be a normal 17 year old girl, with a happy family and good friends??!!? Not an orphan living with her twin brother!

By now I was crying. what am I going to do? no one wants me, nor likes me. I just don't think I can do it anymore.