Kill Me Softly [P.Jimin]

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They all went back into the house dead inside, not knowing what to do with themselves, and not speaking to each other. One by one they read and finished Jimin's note. Of course Yoongi was last to finish it.

All what was left to read was talking about how they're able to have anything of his and not to let his parents get in the way.

Yoongi softly cried once more. He misses Jimin so much already. He just wants to hold him like he did just last night and he wishes he had never left Jimin alone out there.

It wasn't easy for Taehyung either. Jimin didn't play with them the most to make them feel miserable, but to have a good memory of him before he left permanently. Taehyung snickered at how sometimes the ball would land straight in his face when he hit the rim and the ball came back to land right on his nose. But thinking of that funny memory turned out to be sad knowing that Jimin isn't here anymore to let those funny times happen occasionally. Taehyung was crying in the inside while he played alone in the arcade room.

Yoongi finally finished the note and kept it with him like Jimin asked. When he checked his phone he smiled at the wallpaper of them two at a winter party having a good time. He caressed the screen as he would do to Jimin's cheek in real life. Then he noticed the text massage he had from Jimin.

His fingers put the code in quickly to check what words were left for him.

Hey sleepy head. Hopefully if my plan went how I wanted it to then you are probably seeing this after the note. Don't beat yourself down if you are already, but if you're not then great. But if you are then stop it, it's not your fault or anybody's fault, all of this was my choice. My life was way much better with you and the guys in it and don't think that you didn't give me enough because you did. I'm just selfish I guess because life was still being a bitch and I was done with it.

I'm really really really really sorry. Okay? So plz don't hate yourself or hate me for this. It's okay if you hate me already though because all of this is my fault. So I'm sorry again. I love you.

Yoongi didn't even notice that he was crying again until a tear drop fell on the screen making it glitch and move in different ways. He wiped it off and replied as if Jimin would get it.

I could never hate you, Jimin. I love you too.

The other phone in his hand buzzed and he knew it was just from himself. His hand automatically gripped the phone as he had another breakdown. Falling onto the bed in front of him to hide his cries from the others.