The Boy Next Dorm (Grayson Dolan Boyxboy) *ON HOLD*

Chapter 18 (Kiss)

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Grayson's POV

I know I should have pushed Nick away from me. Especially because he had a girlfriend and I didn't even know if he liked me or not. But I didn't. I grabbed him by the nape of his neck instead and kissed him back, just as passionately as he was kissing me.

We both thood there, holding and kissing each other for good five minutes.

"We can't do this, N-Nick." I panted out, as I pulled away from his lips and closed my eyes. My head was leaning against the wall, while he trailed his lips down my neck.

"Pssht. Yes, we can." He whispered and carried me towards my bed. He was now on top of me and we were still kissing. He placed another kiss on my lips and I deepened it, parting my lips a little so he could slip his tongue in. I'd never kissed anyone like that before. Even with my ex girlfriends, I only gave them little pecks on the cheek or lips, because I just didn't feel comfortable with them or didn't really want to do more with them.

But there was just something about Nick...

I was actually attracted to him, unlike my other ex girlfriends. I wanted to get to know him more and spend time with him. I wanted him to be with me and only me. But... he had Lauren. I didn't care if they weren't serious, because it still hurt me to see them together. It hurt a lot. They were known as a couple on campus and the students probably loved them, too. If they weren't serious with each other, why would they waste their time with each other? I didn't get it and honestly, I started to doubt if Nick really was truthful to me. And maybe he did feel something for her...

"Nick... stop." I pulled away from him. I got up and backed away from him a couple of steps.

"What? Why?" He asked, confused.

I shook my head, "I can't do this, I'm sorry." I mumbled out and rubbed my forehead.

"Yes, you can. You kissed me back, Gray. I know you wanted to kiss me just as much as I wanted to kiss you." He came closer towards me and tried to pull me into his arms.

"Nick, no. Don't. We shouldn't be doing this." He just rolled his eyes.

"Pssht. Look at me, Gray." He placed his hand under my chin and tilted my head up, so I was forced to look him in the eyes. I bit my lip and looked at him.

"Now tell me that you don't want this, don't want me." I kept quiet for a moment, sighing. I couldn't tell him the truth.

"I-I don't." I stuttered out, obviously lying to not only him, but also to myself. I wanted him more than anything right now.

"Don't lie to yourself. I know you want me. There is no need for you to lie, babe." He smirked and I felt my knees go weak. What was happening to me? I felt like he had total control over me and I didn't know how to feel about that.

"I'm not lying. I'm being serious and if you don't believe me, then leave." I was mad at myself for kissing him back. For not being able to resist him.

Who thought that having feelings for someone could be so damn confusing? I surely didn't.

"Getting sassy now, huh? I like it." He winked.

"I think you should go, Nick. Ethan should be back, soon, too." I sighed. I was more than frustrated right now and I really wanted Ethan to come back, so he could save me from this awkward situation right now.

"Alright, I will. But not before doing this." He whispered and came closer towards me again. He placed his hand on my cheek and leaned in, kissing me gently once again. I didn't know what came over me, but I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. Again.

I really wanted to resist him and show him that he didn't have any contol over me, but that would only make me a big liar. I wanted to kiss him. I wanted him to hold me close, cuddle me. I wanted him. The butterflies in my stomach seemed to go crazy and my heart was beating so fast and it was all because of stupid Nick.

"So, are y'all finally a couple?" I suddenly heard Ethan say from behind and I had never been so startled in my entire life. When did he even come in?! I broke away from Nick as quickly as possible, pushing him away from me.

"Ethan!" I groaned, holding my face in embarrassment.

"What?" He asked, amused.

"Don't. Just, don't."

"I need to go now." Nick suddenly said, wearing a big smile.

"Aw, already? That sucks." Ethan teased and I glared at him. Why was he so annoying today?

"Yes, I'll see you around, Ethan. Bye, babe. Call me later." He pulled me into his embrace and placed a gentle kiss on my forehead and honestly, I was quite surprised. I never thought he would actually do that infront of Ethan.

"Bye." I just rushed out, my cheeks now turning red.

"You got some explaining to do, Gray."

"What? There is nothing to talk about." I mumbled, feeling shy.

"Then explain to me why you both just had your tongues down each others throats?" He teased.

"Shut up! It was just... a kiss."

"Look at you! You're blushing!" He teased.

"Shut up, E. I'm already confused enough." I groaned.

"Why? You like him, don't you?"

I nodded. "I think I do, E and I'm scared."

"Why? Don't be scared, bro. Just let it happen and enjoy it. Don't be in the way of your own happiness." I sighed. E was right, I shouldn't be worrying too much, but Nick was different. He wasn't exactly like the other loving guys out there. He had really bad temper and I had a feeling that there was something else. Something he was hiding from not only me, but other people too.

"I don't even know if he likes me. What if he doesn't want anything serious with me? I'm not gonna sit there and be his toy, E."

"He had his tongue down your throat, Gray. That's not what friends do."

"Stop laughing, I'm being serious. And also, that girl is in the way."

"I can tell he really likes you, Gray. His smile says it all." I started to think back on the kisses we had shared and found myself smiling so wide.

"Do you think so?" I asked, feeling insecure.

"Dude, I know so." He laughed.

"Thank you for, you know... not judging me, Ethan. Your support means everything to me." I went over to him and hugged him tightly.

"Of course. Love you, Gray."

"I love you too, E. So much."

"Alright, get off of me now and tell me about your first kiss with a guy." He winked.

"It was amazing, E. I'm still in shock, you know. I'd never been with a guy before and this is all just so new and incredibly overwhelming for me."

"I bet it is. Now go and call Nick, I know you want to." I just laughed and grabbed my phone.

"Gosh, you're definitely falling for him. Hard."

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