The 'average' sleepover.

Chapter 10.

Sophie's P.O.V

I hate this. Being here, seeing Louis like this. It's just not right. Just knowing that there is a small possibility that Louis won't pull through and the longer he is asleep, the more likely it is that he won't make it. I feel like when I talk to him, he an hear me and that he is listening, even though the doctors have suggested this isn't that case and that he is totally unresponsive. In any case, I don't think i's fair to just sit next to him and not let him know you're here. Lou wouldn't want that, he'd want a room full of love and happiness.

"Hey Lou.. How are you feeling? I just want you to know that you're going to be okay. You will pull through Lou because I won't let you go, I won't let you leave us. We need you Louis. It's not the same without you, everything is miserable, like there is a grey cloud srouding over us. It's like my soulmate walked into my life then left me all in the same night, now I have to watch him suffer. This is no ones fault though Lou, it was just a game that went horrifically wrong. I just urge you to wake up, please wake up."

It breaks me to see Louis just lying there, pale faced and freezing cold. The only evidence of life is the bleeping heart rate monitor. I know he will awaken, it's like a feeling right there in my gut, telling me that everything will be okay.

"I've got to go now Lou as I have promised Ellen, Niall, Sian and Harry I will treat them to a Nando's as we have run out of food in the fridge and to be honest no one has felt like going food shopping. Please don't go anywhere and I shall see you tomorrow. I think Liam is visiting you later."

I bent over and kissed Louis on the head. It's funny because I swear his head was far colder than this yesterday. It could just be my imagination.

I ran out into the pouring rain and made a dash to Harry's car where I was greeted by Niall and Ellen in the back and Sian and Harry in the front. Niall and Ellen were busy planning what they were going to eat at Nando's, they practically went through the whole menu before deciding! 

Liam's P.O.V

"Zayn, I'm just going for a walk, need to clear my head.." I mumbled across to Zayn who was watching The Big Bang Theory whilst clutching a cushion to his chest. Sophie's rather large house had become like our home and I wouldn't be surprised if we just move in.

"Liam it's pouring with rain, you can't go out in that, you'll catch hypothermia!" 

"It's okay, I don't really mind but if it makes you happy, I'll just go for a drive and maybe visit Lou but I have somewhere I need to go first and I don't know if I will make it back in time to see him."

"Where are you going? Do you need a lift because I should probably go visit Lou too as he doesn't have anyone with him tonight.."

"It doesn't matter where I'm going Zayn, don't worry. Yeah you should go and visit Lou. I might see you there after. Bye mate."

"Be careful Liam and don't be out too late please. I don't want another friend in hospital!"

I didn't reply, just grabbed my car keys and jumped straight into the car.

I drove, drove for miles and miles. The truth is that I don't know where I'm going. I just need to get away. I don't know if I'm going to come back either. I just can't take this heartache anymore. Louis isn't in love with me, he loves Sophie. I just can't take loving someone who I know will never love me back. I just want Louis to be okay. Words can't describe my love for him, he is my sun on a rainy day. He is everything to me, the world and more. I just can't live with knowing that I can't ever be with him. That I can't be the one he loves and cares for. That I'm not his world when he's mine.

I guess I just want Lilo Paylinson to be real.

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