Chapter 4: "Let's Keep It Our Secret"

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Something about Jeon Jungkook sets him apart from all of us in Bangtan Sonyeodan. Of course, he's no alien. Just a normal kid who's cute looks brought him to our group.

But that's not all he's got.

Soon, he surpassed me in terms of our vocals and dance. Dance is my specialty and I'm the best at dance battles. But Jungkook can make a move more solid and upbeat, which makes him stand out from the group as a unique...

No sooner, he claimed the Centre position - the object of my desire.

But Jungkook surprisingly owns a good sense of humour and his awkwardness around us somehow refresses any sort of negative mood fallen upon us.

No sooner, I started to get jealous.

Jungkook was well-liked by the members who would fool around and don't have the will to say no to his cute requests. Before him, everyone doted on me.

No sooner, I started despising him.

Despite all of the complains that I bear against the youngest Golden Maknae of BTS, it's hard to accept that I could only focus on myself and carve out my own to obtain the show-biz fortunes.

What's the most difficult thing in the world is for me to admit that no matter how much I hate him or curse him to drop dead, this abominable truth will never change.

No matter what, in my eyes Jungkook has always made me...

...

I gulped under the tension that entered the room. But it only weighed because I bet Jungkook is grinning widely despite the situation. He had this sort of leisured posture that took no time to wreck my nerves.

"So...?" Jungkook eyed me.

"I was just drunk, okay!" I insisted loudly.

"But this is something I never expected, knowing your personality."

"Hey. Things like that happen and this video is not that weird..." as I tried to defend myself, I suddenly remembered, "Wait, why did you record this video? Ahhh..."

So that's how it was.

This kid. His intentions were never to prove that I allowed him to call me by my name in the first place.

It's the evidence that will break away all the amount of hard work I did to stay in BTS.

In short, this is an evidence that will expose my true personality.

The consequences of it? Well...

1. Even if my members say they don't care, I'm sure we'll never be friendly like the way we used to be.

2. I'm only known as the Official Angel in BTS by ARMY. If this gets leaked out, ARMY will definitely hate me and send me voodoo dolls instead of heartfelt fan letters. Of course, my popularity level will immediately sink to the bottom.

3. I will get kicked out from Bangtan. From BigHit Entertainment. From my future in just one shot. My golden career will be ended before it even begins.

"So even someone like you has got a hidden side?"

I walked away and made myself comfortable on Jungkook's bed with a reprochful smile and Jungkook gave me one of his rare smirks in return.

"Hmm... Maybe. But do you have the evidence to prove that I do?" he said and pointed his cellphone which still played the video of me drunk and lisping.

"You smart Kookie. I never said I needed evidence. I just wanted to confirm the fact myself."

"Then let me announce that you most certainly did."

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