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>>5. Acceptance<<

Hei ran's POV

Year 2009

I can't believe Yoongi would just reject me. How dare he think that I'm a troublemaker?! Well, some say that I really am. But that's not enough to just leave me like that, to forget about our friendship. To reject me. To not see each other again.

It hurts.

It hurts to feel that I'm being rejected. Rejected by someone I was always with. He was there with me when we got in detention, when I almost burnt our house for cooking, almost got into a car accident, and when I got rejected by my crush that led into a small chaos. He was there.

My heart felt aching with his words. Tears started to fall down my eyes while hearing it. It kept echoing in my mind, repeating in my mind like I did something wrong. I couldn't help but cry. I can't believe, that he's the only one that I've got. But now he wants to leave me.

After he said those heart-aching-words, I ran to my brother, Seokjin, to tell him what happened.

"Yah! What happened? Who hurt you?" Jin Oppa asked as he raised my head to look at me. Ah, I don't know if I should tell him. Or if I can tell him." Ugh umm..Oppa. It's just that..." shit. I don't know if I should tell him.

"Aha! Caught you! I was just kidding!" I said as I faked a smile. "Aish! Yeodongsaeng! You made me scared! It looked so real." He  reacted as he hugged me. Aish. "Hahahaha! If you could see your face right now!" When I turned to look at him, he gave the 'how dare you' face, that changed into a 'worried' face.

I was shocked cause he doesn't really give me that look. "Ya, I'm just kidding! Don't be worried." I said as I faked a smile again.

As my classes ended, I went out to meet my brother. So we can go home. I usually go with Yoongi, but not anymore. "Oppa!" I called him as I was waving my hands. I saw Yoongi, he glared at me. He looked at me, like he was sorry. I don't know, but he looked sorry. I don't know but I just ran towards my brother so we can go.

I don't want to see him anymore after what he said.

It really hurts.

When I ran towards Jin Oppa, he looked at me like he wants to ask something. "Why aren't you with Yoongi?" He asked. Aish. Maybe I should tell him?

"Wanna know why?" I said as I looked at him. My eyesight turned blurry then felt tears falling off my eyes. I turned to look at Yoongi, he was looking at me. I ran fast and went in our car.

When we got in, I told him about what happened.

"Aish. You could've told me earlier."
He recommended. "Oh so you want me to tell you about this shit in front of many students? They'll think I'm stupid for crying because of a friend." I blurted out of my mouth. "Well I could've made you and Yoongi be friends again." He said then smiled at me. Aish.

As we got home, I ran to my room. Changed clothes, went to bed, cried all night. Wow. I can't believe myself. I feel stupid for crying about someone who just declined our friendship.

The next day, I got up to get ready for school. I thought I would be okay. I felt happy. My heart felt lighter.

When I went to school, I felt okay. Until, I saw... him.

He was talking to some guys. Including Taehyung and some guys from Taehyung's class and 2nd year class. Well, hope he'll be happy with new friends.

When I went in the classroom, I realized I have no one to talk to. I just sat on the chair where I usually seat. With no one to talk to.

Moments later, one of my classmates approached me. "Hey there. Are you alone? No one to talk to?" She asked. "Um, yeah." I answered. "Well my name is Park Chaeyoung. People call me Rosè."
She said with her hand wanting to shake mine. I raised my hand to shake hers, and said "I'm Kim Hei Ran." with another fake smile.

"Oh! You're Seokjin Oppa's sister! Aren't you?" She said. "Well yeah I am." I answered. "Omo! Girls come here, she's Jin's sister!" She said as she called three girls. "Hei ran, this is Jennie, Lisa, and Jisoo." She said as she pointed to three pretty girls.

Well, hope I go well with them. So I can accept the thought that Yoongi doesn't want to be friends anymore.

"Hi! I'm Hei ran." I said as I waved me hand and smiled.

As time passed, it was finally break time. Yesss!

I went out to buy food, then Rosè and the girls approached me again. "Hei ran, can we seat with you? I don't want you to look lonely." She said as she placed the tray of food on top of the table. Well I have no choice. The four girls that I was with, was popular among guys. Cause they all look pretty.

As we were all eating, I heard Jennie call someone. "Suran! Come seat with us!" She called the girl who was carrying another tray of food. Well there's another girl who will be seating with me. Ugh. Well this might help me accept what Yoongi wants.

As time passed, the five girls whom I was with, became my friends. Thank goodness. I didn't realize, I forgot about the thing with Yoongi. Well my heart felt so lighter than before. Yes! I finally accepted what Yoongi wanted. I have friends now. It's fine. I don't care anymore.