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>>28. Letter for Him<<

Hei ran's POV
Year 2010

Hours after, Yoongi's still with me. He was writing a song, while I was trying to write a story. Or maybe a poem.

I don't really know what I was writing. As I kept re-reading it, it looked like a letter. For, Yoongi?

Dear Love,

Hi. It's your best friend, ever since 2009. I know it's just a year. But I now know you so well. When we first met, I knew you were the one. You were. But you, you broke my heart. You didn't show up in our hang out. Which was so special for me. Because I was supposed to confess to you that day. And that day, you just made me cry. I almost got hit by a car, too. But it's okay now. Well, I think if you read this, you'll think it's not okay. I know that you now like me. But I don't know what I'm feeling right now. Now that my Best Friend which I liked before, now likes me back. It hurts. That I liked you before, but you didn't even realize that I do, before. I think I love you? Aish. I feel so messed up. Mixed feelings, feels like torture. I can't help it.

I stopped writing. Yoongi was looking at my work. I covered it with my hands.

"What? Writing it for a story?" He asked. "Maybe." I answered. I felt his head lean on my shoulder. "I love you Hei." He said as he closed his eyes. Then I felt his arms wrapped around my waist.

He's too soft. I continued writing the letter after.

Yoongi. I know, that you love me. Really. I don't know how to react. What to say. My feelings are so unclear. Too unclear. I don't know what I'm feeling, after you confessed to me. Well, I think I do love you back. I do love you back. These feelings of mine are too complicated to be understood.

I heard soft, light snores beside me. It made me stop writing. Yoongi was sleeping. Wow that was fast.

Minutes after, I fell asleep too. Beside him.