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>>6. Forgiveness?<<

Yoongi's POV

Year 2009

I can't believe that would be her reaction. I was just told to do that, Rosè made me do that. She asked me to get away from Hei ran. They wanted to be friends with her. And Rosè? Chaeyoung's friend is Suran. My ex.

I couldn't help it. I didn't want them to hurt Hei ran. They said if I don't leave Hei ran's side, they'll hurt her and my sister. Of course, I didn't want them to get hurt.

But Hei ran got hurt, emotionally.

I really want to tell her the truth, but they'll make things worse, not to them, to me.I don't want that to happen. So I couldn't tell her.

"GAH! WHY DID THIS HAPPEN?!" I screamed as I continued crying. My sister was shocked,so she went in my room.

"Yah Oppa. What's the matter?" My sister, Hwa young, asked. Aish. How could I explain this to a 1st year high school girl?

I explained to her, everything. She can't believe that there were students that do those kind of things. "Well, what do you plan now? You want to tell Hei ran Unnie everything?" She asked. I don't really know. Maybe? Should I?

"Well if I would, will you help me?" I asked. It took her a moment to respond. She nodded as her answer. Yesss!

As we were thinking of how will I apologize to Hei, our big brother rushed in our room. "Yah you two! How dare you guys hang out without me!" He said as we laughed at him. My brother jumped in my bed, where we were seating, and started tickling us. I can't believe I could be this happy, without Hei ran.

I hanged out with my siblings the whole day. Without thinking of Hei ran, I didn't know I could this be happy.

But still. I miss her. I miss her clumsiness, her smile, her laugh, her.

Me and Hwa young decided that I should say sorry to her through letters. But my problem is, who will give her the letters?

I tried calling Taehyung's younger sister, Chae young, if she could help me out.

When she answered, I asked her if she could be the one who will give Hei ran the letters. She accepted! Yesss! But she said I should give her free food.Well that's fine for me.

The night after, I started to write the letter. At first, I really forgot what I should say. Minutes after, thoughts come up in my mind.

Hi Hei ran! It's me, Yoongi. Sorry about the things I said the last time. I only said that because I didn't want you to get hurt by Rosè's friends. They told me that if I won't leave you, they'll hurt you and my sister. And if I tell you about this, they'll hurt me. It's fine if I'm the one who'll get hurt. I just want you to be safe. Not hurt by them. At first I was really shocked, cause Rosè's friends are Jennie, Lisa, Jisoo, and Suran. Suran's my ex, and I think that's why they want me to leave you. They really want to be friends with you. Don't get angry at these things I'm saying, it's all true. Please, believe me. Mianhae Hei ran. Please forgive me.

The next day, I got up early so I can meet Chaeyoung near the lockers in school.

When I went to school, I saw Chaeyoung talking to Hei ran. I was surprised. How am I supposed to give Chaeyoung the letter if Hei ran's there?

"Yah Chaeyoung-ah!" I called her as I was waving my hands. I caught their attentions. Hei ran looked at me too, but you can see in her eyes that she's sad. Aish.

Chaeyoung came to me. "Here is the letter Chaeyoung. Please give it to her." I said as I patted her head.